Dec 22, 2004 11:30
So today my mom informs me that she has no money for me NONE ZERO ZILCH WANNA KNOW WHY?! BECAUSE SHE SPENT 1000 DOLLARS ON MY BROTHER AND DAD AND ZERO ON ME NOTHING FOR XMAS THIS FUCKING SUCKS! SHE EVEN THREATENED ME IF I DIDNT CLEAN MY ROOM SHE WOULDNT GET ME ANYTHING WELL IM NOT GETTING SHIT ANYWAY I DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR FOOD AND NOW SHES SAYING "YOU NEED TO CALL HERE YOU NEED TO CALL" IM NOT SPENDING 5$ TO CALL HER ASS ITS BAD ENOUGH I SPENT 5 DOLLARS ON CIGARRETTES FOR HER YESTERDAY THAT IM NEVER GOING TO FUCKING GET BACK NO XMAS NO FOOD NO EXTRA CLOTHES GOD I CANT KEEP BORROWING MONEY FROM MY UNCLE HE SENT ME 100 DOLLARS YESTERDAY I HAD TO BUY A STUPID DISPOSABLE PHONE AND HER GODAMNED CIGS AND NOW I HAVE TO BUY NEEDED SUPPLES MOUTH WASH TRAVEL STUFF ETC SO ILL ONLY HAVE LIKE 15 DOLLARS FOR FOOD GOD WHAT THE FUCK?I NEED SOME FUCKING NEW CLOTHES GODAMN IT!@!@!@@#$##$#$ FUCK!
WHY THE FUCK DID SHE BUY MY BROTHER 50 DOLLARS WORTH OF PJS AT HOT TOPIC WHY IS THAT MORE IMPORTANT AFTER SPENDING 700$ ON HIM SHE STILL SAYS SHE NEEDS TO BUY MORE SHIT FOR HIM WHAT THE FUCK AM I LIKE DEAD OR SOMETHING ? I AM SO GLAD I AM LEAVING AND IM NOT VISITING FOR SHIT.
AND THE SHITIEST PART ABOUT THE WHOLE DEAL IS THIS: I MIGHT HAVE TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN FUCKING CHICAGO OK WHERE ITS UNDER 16 DEGREES AND SHIT AND I DONT HAVE A GODAMN JACKET I HAVE A SWEATER THEREFORE I AM GOING TO DIE :( SHE SAID SHE WOULD BUY A JACKET FOR ME EARLY THIS MONTH AND I SAID YES I NEED A FUCKING JACKET IM GOING TO THE EAST COAST ITS NEGATIVE 2382838 3DEGREES IM FROM CALIFRONIA ITS BEEN 80 DEGREES EVERDAY FOR THE PAST WEEK FUCKING IDIOTS DONT CARE IF I DIE THEYD RATHER SPEND OVER 700 DOLLARS ON SOMEONE WHO DOESNT NEED ALL THAT SHIT. GODAMN IT FUCK FUCK UFCK UFKCUFKCUFKCCI WEROII