...Robert Smith Lied, Boys Do Cry...
So last night was pretty interesting...
Andy, Laramie and myself headed over to Scotty B's house and when we got there Jesse greeted us at the door with a "Fuck You" and a slam of the door. So we walked in and he's sitting on the chair with a shit eating grin on his face. <33 The kid is beautiful... so we go in and Scott's sitting at the computer with a box of beer and on the floor is an empty bottle of Jim Bean... he's trashed before we even get there. It was apparent when he tried to walk around... so I sit down in the chair next to Jesse and listen to him be mean to everyone else BUT me thank god. I got beer all over me when him and Scott decided to throw their open beers at eachother and scream profanities at each other but it was all good. Jesse offered me a cigarette, the first time I'd ever seen that kid with cigarettes and with that everything was good. So we sat there while Scott talked to this girl Randi from Missouri and watched some movie, Bad Santa I think. We turned it down to listen to Hawthorne Heights. Scott and Randi argued for a while and he totally threw a beer at her bare back it was insane... so we chilled it out until another Scott showed up to take the drunk Jesse to the skatepark to ride his bike... the kid is the best BMX biker I've seen in a while. Damn Jersey kids and their ability to steal my heart... haha. So after checking out Jesse's ass and watching everyone but Scott, Andy and Laramie leave we chilled it up with Scott and watched this fantastic movie about the FSU crew. "Boston Beatdown" I think it was called... it's just this crew that does damage on kids... it was beautiful. I love watching what a crew can do... made me thankful I'm friends with FTD which is the branch off of FSU that Scott and Jesse are in. Haha. So we watched that while Scott drank more... and Sydney ended up showing up which was great. She's a sweetheart and she was telling me how she might come out to Spring Creek for school. I'm probably going back myself so I'm looking forward to her being there next year... Hmmm so we hung out like that for a while and then BJ and Ryan showed up. Scott doesn't like Ryan so they didn't stay very long which sucked... BJ rocks my face off. Haha. So they left after like a half hour of being there... enough for BJ to finish drinking what was in his flask... he bidded everyone good night and gave me the worlds best hug. I love that kid... one of the best friends in the world. I felt pretty damn good... Sydney left right after them... so then it was just us 4 again. And Scott was falling down and shit... I felt obligated to take care of him so I picked him up off the ground and handed him back his beer and what not. Scott S and Randi came back for a bit but Scotty ended up pissing her off by being a drunken ass so they both left... and Scotty was pissed the fuck off... so we listened to him talk about how he didn't care and then the sweetheart inside of him called Scott S. and told him to apologized to her for him. It was fun but weird all the same because I was just looking at Scott and as beautiful as he is to me I just realized I could never be with him... I just couldn't. I don't know why but... *shrugs* I think I may have a thing for Jesse now. He's gorgeous... and I want him. Haha. He looks like he's stepped out of the 70's... his hair is like flowy and beautiful and he's kinda tall and real lean and looks more amazing in girl pants than I'd ever imagined... and his nose is pierced. I don't know I think his personality is what's great... he cracks me up like no other. So... I think I'm either going to talk to him or beat around the bush and talk to Beej cuz it is his girlfriends cousin. Haha. Yeah so some drinking and hanging out with the crew was had... I love them all. It was a crazy night... I hope Scott's feeling allright and I hope Ryan's not mad anymore... So I'm out...
Andy, Laramie and myself headed over to Scotty B's house and when we got there Jesse greeted us at the door with a "Fuck You" and a slam of the door. So we walked in and he's sitting on the chair with a shit eating grin on his face. <33 The kid is beautiful... so we go in and Scott's sitting at the computer with a box of beer and on the floor is an empty bottle of Jim Bean... he's trashed before we even get there. It was apparent when he tried to walk around... so I sit down in the chair next to Jesse and listen to him be mean to everyone else BUT me thank god. I got beer all over me when him and Scott decided to throw their open beers at eachother and scream profanities at each other but it was all good. Jesse offered me a cigarette, the first time I'd ever seen that kid with cigarettes and with that everything was good. So we sat there while Scott talked to this girl Randi from Missouri and watched some movie, Bad Santa I think. We turned it down to listen to Hawthorne Heights. Scott and Randi argued for a while and he totally threw a beer at her bare back it was insane... so we chilled it out until another Scott showed up to take the drunk Jesse to the skatepark to ride his bike... the kid is the best BMX biker I've seen in a while. Damn Jersey kids and their ability to steal my heart... haha. So after checking out Jesse's ass and watching everyone but Scott, Andy and Laramie leave we chilled it up with Scott and watched this fantastic movie about the FSU crew. "Boston Beatdown" I think it was called... it's just this crew that does damage on kids... it was beautiful. I love watching what a crew can do... made me thankful I'm friends with FTD which is the branch off of FSU that Scott and Jesse are in. Haha. So we watched that while Scott drank more... and Sydney ended up showing up which was great. She's a sweetheart and she was telling me how she might come out to Spring Creek for school. I'm probably going back myself so I'm looking forward to her being there next year... Hmmm so we hung out like that for a while and then BJ and Ryan showed up. Scott doesn't like Ryan so they didn't stay very long which sucked... BJ rocks my face off. Haha. So they left after like a half hour of being there... enough for BJ to finish drinking what was in his flask... he bidded everyone good night and gave me the worlds best hug. I love that kid... one of the best friends in the world. I felt pretty damn good... Sydney left right after them... so then it was just us 4 again. And Scott was falling down and shit... I felt obligated to take care of him so I picked him up off the ground and handed him back his beer and what not. Scott S and Randi came back for a bit but Scotty ended up pissing her off by being a drunken ass so they both left... and Scotty was pissed the fuck off... so we listened to him talk about how he didn't care and then the sweetheart inside of him called Scott S. and told him to apologized to her for him. It was fun but weird all the same because I was just looking at Scott and as beautiful as he is to me I just realized I could never be with him... I just couldn't. I don't know why but... *shrugs* I think I may have a thing for Jesse now. He's gorgeous... and I want him. Haha. He looks like he's stepped out of the 70's... his hair is like flowy and beautiful and he's kinda tall and real lean and looks more amazing in girl pants than I'd ever imagined... and his nose is pierced. I don't know I think his personality is what's great... he cracks me up like no other. So... I think I'm either going to talk to him or beat around the bush and talk to Beej cuz it is his girlfriends cousin. Haha. Yeah so some drinking and hanging out with the crew was had... I love them all. It was a crazy night... I hope Scott's feeling allright and I hope Ryan's not mad anymore... So I'm out...