Chasing the fallen
I just looked over my journal and i noticed how long its been since up dating. I it because of my life being so mudane that i have nothing of any worth to note? i wonder.....
well it happened again another random visit on the way out of the country. I really wonder if he has got some special privilige that he can stop in on peoples lives??? I tell you i dont appreciate whoever it was in the tollhouse on thursday last week who saw theyre band play and went fourth to stir things up between us just as we'd settled it and decided not to let our feelings tip the scales as it were, one of my "friends" (i use the term extremely lightly now) just went on to tell the drummer how much i hate alun and, to be honest, yes i do despise him, its just that we clash so badly that i figure its better to just stay clear of him and that he does the same in order to just get on with life. Its true, life is too short to stand around and argue and bitch and fight. Besides people should have the respect to just stay clear of peoples issues. I have one thing to say to them, FUCK YOU. Now thats said i can just forget about it and move on.
I have come to a really odd thinking point. I cant understand how we have such an importance to each other. How did this happen?? He really is, no offence, a nobody to me. Just another face so to speak as im sure i am to him. Yet we seem to piss each other off so badly..... this just simply shouldnt be. I constantly wonder whether or not Saying something extremely harsh and ultimatly unjust would be of any worth, usually a prompt fuck off would work but in his case it just winds him up moreso, so i always come to the conclusion that saying something even worse would in the end deteriate matters further still. I cant put up with the stress of it all anyway.
Ive got so much to say on here but cant seem to think of how i want to say them.Ah fuck it i cant be arsed.
BBBBBBBYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
xxx
well it happened again another random visit on the way out of the country. I really wonder if he has got some special privilige that he can stop in on peoples lives??? I tell you i dont appreciate whoever it was in the tollhouse on thursday last week who saw theyre band play and went fourth to stir things up between us just as we'd settled it and decided not to let our feelings tip the scales as it were, one of my "friends" (i use the term extremely lightly now) just went on to tell the drummer how much i hate alun and, to be honest, yes i do despise him, its just that we clash so badly that i figure its better to just stay clear of him and that he does the same in order to just get on with life. Its true, life is too short to stand around and argue and bitch and fight. Besides people should have the respect to just stay clear of peoples issues. I have one thing to say to them, FUCK YOU. Now thats said i can just forget about it and move on.
I have come to a really odd thinking point. I cant understand how we have such an importance to each other. How did this happen?? He really is, no offence, a nobody to me. Just another face so to speak as im sure i am to him. Yet we seem to piss each other off so badly..... this just simply shouldnt be. I constantly wonder whether or not Saying something extremely harsh and ultimatly unjust would be of any worth, usually a prompt fuck off would work but in his case it just winds him up moreso, so i always come to the conclusion that saying something even worse would in the end deteriate matters further still. I cant put up with the stress of it all anyway.
Ive got so much to say on here but cant seem to think of how i want to say them.Ah fuck it i cant be arsed.
BBBBBBBYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
xxx