Apr 29, 2005 10:41
Well right now i should technically be in media but instead i am doing my me4 essay. well.... obviously not right now.... Any who as others have mentioned there was the big bash on wednesday. i got rat arsed to say the least. i do not remember after 12 o clock and i cannot for the life of me say how i got home. thats scary as fuck. The pain for my labour is a two day hangover... yes i still have one.
Last night went to hannahs, was amazing as usual but i have to wait till saturday night for our next encounter.... Bloody parents birthdays. lol. where do they get off being born at the most inconveniant time? haha.
I'm literally counting the seconds to escape llanhari. the teachers have lost complete interest. Pari should have given me a billion lectures about skipping art lessons, but even he in the recent weeks cant be fucked to turn up. Good news is that there aint no school on monday MAY DAY my saviour. That leaves me with a three day weekend to cram all my prep work for the old examo.
I just realised last night how much i hate ppl telling me that i'll be fine in august. If i didnt no that i was gonna fail, why the fuck would i say such a thing. Thank you for the reasurance, but dude, i know the shit predicament (sp) that ive placed myself in. all i need is a bit of the rub of the green to see me through to uni. Mr Fly says that Swansea are a bit leaniant on the old admissions. I hope to fuck they are cause leaniancy is the one thing i really need.
Oh my marshall bass head came today.. its official vintage, bought in 1979. i likes.....
do you feel the pressure, why did you put it on yourself? why dont you just take this gun and end your life?