crash and burning above tokyo

[xxstare4hoursxx]

Today wasnt too bad. My mood of self loathing has almost past. spent the night down hannahs last night. it was magical, always is with her. was txting earlyer today, and i told her how unfortunate the timing is to fall in love at. i do not regret it one little bit, as i told her november the third 2004 was the beginning of the best thing to ever happen to me. She's honestly saved me from myself and ive also told her that. school is no longer of much concequence to me, sure i really want to do well and reach great hights, but in the end i think fuck it, me and hannah have got the most special relationship that i have ever been part of or encountered ever before. its over 6 months now and we are yet to even come close to a disagreement, even of the smallest and unimportant kind. but the point i was getting at is that, no matter how i do in august i know that i will have her standing by my side and so will i have the rest of my family. thats how good we are she is part of my family. she is the only person that i could possibly hold as dear.

Besides theres always clearing to get me there!!!!!!!!

love you all

"for a few second this place was armageddon, and there was a fire fight!"