totally crazy..
Okay one more thing..when I saw him again today ...I went insane..I was scared I was gonna have to give him up..if he didnt call me by saturday! ahhh I figured out that..I like him its not past feelings. I Know fickle! Its crazy. Truthfully I dont think I ever stopped caring for him! When he pulled beside me..and was a lil in front. I saw the smoke coming from his window. I was aggravated at him and as soon as I pulled up it was gone. Which was random..but I know he was smoking. He knows I know, so why does it matter?! Whatever..that kinda pissed me off! But hes fixin to be 18. So oh well. Idk. I Know I have feelings for him..and I care for him, but I dont know where I want it to go. aslkdfjaaksdfja SOO CONFUSING!
It was funny when we saw him today cuz everything was reminding me of him again. I saw all these vans that looked like his moms, ahh it wouldnt go away and then..he comes up behind me. Brittany thought I was playing..shes likes yeah laughing, and Im like NO im SERIOUS! and shes turns around and there he was. :-D
AHH IM A DORK!!! AHHHHHHHH...a STUPID DORK!..AHHHHH *sigh* cant help it.
Its like a roller coaster..Its the only thing keeping me sane..well besides my bffs! Cough BRITTANy & TIFFANy Cough
Now Im wondering..what I should do now..I know nothing. He called thats good..so lets see if he calls again..he hates the phone. ANd he never like talks talks on the phone. So im really surprised he called Sunday after he left..{usually he will call a day or 2 later} then 2day 3 freakin times?! and leaves a message..HA..idk?!
CRAZY>>>>>
woot Bri got a job guys..go you go you! hottness..now its gonna be goin to publix instead of winndixie..uh oh..I had a lot of fun today..thanks Brittany and my cheer squad woot..sorry random add ons..
It was funny when we saw him today cuz everything was reminding me of him again. I saw all these vans that looked like his moms, ahh it wouldnt go away and then..he comes up behind me. Brittany thought I was playing..shes likes yeah laughing, and Im like NO im SERIOUS! and shes turns around and there he was. :-D
AHH IM A DORK!!! AHHHHHHHH...a STUPID DORK!..AHHHHH *sigh* cant help it.
Its like a roller coaster..Its the only thing keeping me sane..well besides my bffs! Cough BRITTANy & TIFFANy Cough
Now Im wondering..what I should do now..I know nothing. He called thats good..so lets see if he calls again..he hates the phone. ANd he never like talks talks on the phone. So im really surprised he called Sunday after he left..{usually he will call a day or 2 later} then 2day 3 freakin times?! and leaves a message..HA..idk?!
CRAZY>>>>>
woot Bri got a job guys..go you go you! hottness..now its gonna be goin to publix instead of winndixie..uh oh..I had a lot of fun today..thanks Brittany and my cheer squad woot..sorry random add ons..