the Hurricane is a comin..
Yeah Crazyness!!...Well We have been very lucky actually! I have electricity woot! I didnt know it hit that bad til today when i was riding around. Im just happy that most everyone that I know of is okay and safe! Our church is totally messed up, we will have to get a new church. Really sad! Its been a sad and boring day! Im going crazy in this house. All of the family came over cuz we were the only ones that had power. Its crazyness. I wonder if we are gonna have school Monday! Everyone was out cleaning up today! Most ppl still dont have electricity..So idk? I hope everyone is okay!
It was really busy today, since everyone was at my house yeah kinda crazy but yeah. I miss Brittany I saw her once today, Beth called I wonder if her party still went on? Who knows..but there was no way we were gonna go over there with all this crap going on. Devin and Meg have kept in touch so i know Oviedo is living lol! LHHS is fine lol other schools i heard got really screwed up. Trinity prep is soo messed up and its like a mile away from our house. We are so lucky! God was really looking over us! so much so much. Hopefully 2mow everything will settle.
2mow Im suppose to be going to my Cuz's b-day who knows whats going on I really wanna get out and see if everyone is okay and such, but everything is up in the air. I was also suppose to be going to the movies with Devin. I really wanna go see Bri and Steven cuz I havent heard from them but mom wont let me drive. I know Bri is fine cuz I talked to his step mom. Steven Idk thou. Im sure they are all fine.
I was feeling really guilty Friday night thou, Everything was goin through my head. Cuz I was talkin like it wasnt gonna hit and such and it did. I felt bad too cuz I said some really mean things to someone..I meant them of course but it was wrong timing. I would probably go insane if something happened to him{cuz i still do love him to death AS A FRIEND but what can you do?!?}, but im pretty sure hes fine.
It really bugs me thou, I dont know where he was coming from, I guess when he said im always pissed, he was talkin about when I messing with him earlier in the week sayin oh since you never have time for me and blah blah. I WAS JK! BTW! I was busy myself. I was just giving you a hard time. Whatever it doesnt matter anymore, there is nothing I can do. Ive tried to keep us from fallin...and you know what oh well..there is nothing I can do anymore. He knows{well better know} I love him, and I want him to be in my life {other wise he would already be out!} but Im not gonna be treated like this all the time. I can not take it anymore, he has a different understanding of friendship then me, I guess maybe thats it. But to me friendship isnt like that. If he wants me in his life he will have to come to me cuz Im always the one talkin to him, always seein how he is doing {he knows I care cuz hes dum if he doesnt, and for a while we were really close, he was awesome and is awesome but it went down hill} if I didnt talk sometimes i bet we wouldnt even freakin talk. Friendship is a freakin effort..takes two ppl! ANy way ill shut up about cuz it doesnt matter anymore. I said what I had to say, and its up to him. {and let me tell ya u can keep ur pride, be stubborn, but dont think Im gonna come back and say sorry, or talk to you, or try any longer, cuz I tried..I cant do it anymore..its too much} and you better not be like omgosh she doesnt want me in her life I hurt her too much blah blah please shut up cuz you know I want you here in my life, but not like this, I do not wanna fight I dont want to get in stupid arguments over miscommuications anymore. Im just sick of it. You were one of my bffs, I love you a lot, I look up to you a lot, I miss you as well, but i understand things change, people move on get new friends, other things happen, and come along, and thats fine.This is all you now buddy but Im not gonna sit around, you might never talk to me, u might talk to me a month from now, but dont expect me to be there cuz its not fair.. yeah life isnt fair, but this is one of the things i have a say in.
I hope everyone is okay, and safe. My thoughts and prayers are
to the people in port Charlotte!
I love you guys!
...bouncing...
Try to keep in touch..my cell phone isnt working but call the house..or leave a mess here or email me, Ill be checkin!...Love you!
It was really busy today, since everyone was at my house yeah kinda crazy but yeah. I miss Brittany I saw her once today, Beth called I wonder if her party still went on? Who knows..but there was no way we were gonna go over there with all this crap going on. Devin and Meg have kept in touch so i know Oviedo is living lol! LHHS is fine lol other schools i heard got really screwed up. Trinity prep is soo messed up and its like a mile away from our house. We are so lucky! God was really looking over us! so much so much. Hopefully 2mow everything will settle.
2mow Im suppose to be going to my Cuz's b-day who knows whats going on I really wanna get out and see if everyone is okay and such, but everything is up in the air. I was also suppose to be going to the movies with Devin. I really wanna go see Bri and Steven cuz I havent heard from them but mom wont let me drive. I know Bri is fine cuz I talked to his step mom. Steven Idk thou. Im sure they are all fine.
I was feeling really guilty Friday night thou, Everything was goin through my head. Cuz I was talkin like it wasnt gonna hit and such and it did. I felt bad too cuz I said some really mean things to someone..I meant them of course but it was wrong timing. I would probably go insane if something happened to him{cuz i still do love him to death AS A FRIEND but what can you do?!?}, but im pretty sure hes fine.
It really bugs me thou, I dont know where he was coming from, I guess when he said im always pissed, he was talkin about when I messing with him earlier in the week sayin oh since you never have time for me and blah blah. I WAS JK! BTW! I was busy myself. I was just giving you a hard time. Whatever it doesnt matter anymore, there is nothing I can do. Ive tried to keep us from fallin...and you know what oh well..there is nothing I can do anymore. He knows{well better know} I love him, and I want him to be in my life {other wise he would already be out!} but Im not gonna be treated like this all the time. I can not take it anymore, he has a different understanding of friendship then me, I guess maybe thats it. But to me friendship isnt like that. If he wants me in his life he will have to come to me cuz Im always the one talkin to him, always seein how he is doing {he knows I care cuz hes dum if he doesnt, and for a while we were really close, he was awesome and is awesome but it went down hill} if I didnt talk sometimes i bet we wouldnt even freakin talk. Friendship is a freakin effort..takes two ppl! ANy way ill shut up about cuz it doesnt matter anymore. I said what I had to say, and its up to him. {and let me tell ya u can keep ur pride, be stubborn, but dont think Im gonna come back and say sorry, or talk to you, or try any longer, cuz I tried..I cant do it anymore..its too much} and you better not be like omgosh she doesnt want me in her life I hurt her too much blah blah please shut up cuz you know I want you here in my life, but not like this, I do not wanna fight I dont want to get in stupid arguments over miscommuications anymore. Im just sick of it. You were one of my bffs, I love you a lot, I look up to you a lot, I miss you as well, but i understand things change, people move on get new friends, other things happen, and come along, and thats fine.This is all you now buddy but Im not gonna sit around, you might never talk to me, u might talk to me a month from now, but dont expect me to be there cuz its not fair.. yeah life isnt fair, but this is one of the things i have a say in.
I hope everyone is okay, and safe. My thoughts and prayers are
to the people in port Charlotte!
I love you guys!
...bouncing...
Try to keep in touch..my cell phone isnt working but call the house..or leave a mess here or email me, Ill be checkin!...Love you!