He doest trust the ppl I hang out with?
Seriously I hate when he does this. He doesnt even know me. I swear I wouldnt push him away if he would just stop and trust me for once. The more and more..he wants to be with me and wants me to be the lil girl i was. I HATE IT!!
"I am not a lil girl anymore. I said for the thousand time.
Im sick of you thinking you can control what I do or think. I hate being around you, I hate talking to you bc everything I do is questionable to you. Im so sick of it. I was daddys lil girl, well Im growing up, so get over it, and let me go NOW. I cant handle you on me every min of the day! Why cant you see that. No matter what I say no matter what I do, its never enough. You just dont want to trust me. You want to control me and want me to be the best thing ever. WEll IM NOT! I will do what I want, you like it or not! I never did anything wrong, but its you that is pushing me! STOp Im telling you, sTOp!"
Im yelling in rage now!
I say it again "it feels like you dont trust me, you frickin follow me to see if Im really am where I say I am."
OMGosh I let it go for too long. Now you say to me "You hurt my feelings when you dont want to talk to me."
"Well its because everytime I do, you have nothing good to say."
And you are no help to me either looking at her shes always stops the agurement and never lets it finish. I want to leave. It hurts to say this it really does I love you, I do, and I always will but you have to let me go.
"I dont trust who you hang out with!" "You are not old enough to make a decision." You say Im old enough to make college plans and apply to colleges next year and able to have a car but im not old enough to make the right decisions? I never did anything to make you not trust me. Its not about trusting its about you frickin wanting me to be ur lil girl. IM NOT! SO FRICKIN GET OVER it! NOW!
You push me away! No one else. You dont see it, you dont understand.
No matter what you do, no matter what you say. I will end up doing what I want, and Im gonna make mistakes. You can not protect me anymore. And guess what FAther IM not a lil girl. IM NOT!
If I could only say this, if i could only get away from him, if i could just say this and him understand.
The day will come..
She stares out her window wishing she was somewhere else, knowing that she has one of the greatest lives there is, but knowing that she cant be trusted. Is what puts a barrier between him and her.
He will get over it, If I have to live somewhere else. He will understand one day. He has to!
"I am not a lil girl anymore. I said for the thousand time.
Im sick of you thinking you can control what I do or think. I hate being around you, I hate talking to you bc everything I do is questionable to you. Im so sick of it. I was daddys lil girl, well Im growing up, so get over it, and let me go NOW. I cant handle you on me every min of the day! Why cant you see that. No matter what I say no matter what I do, its never enough. You just dont want to trust me. You want to control me and want me to be the best thing ever. WEll IM NOT! I will do what I want, you like it or not! I never did anything wrong, but its you that is pushing me! STOp Im telling you, sTOp!"
Im yelling in rage now!
I say it again "it feels like you dont trust me, you frickin follow me to see if Im really am where I say I am."
OMGosh I let it go for too long. Now you say to me "You hurt my feelings when you dont want to talk to me."
"Well its because everytime I do, you have nothing good to say."
And you are no help to me either looking at her shes always stops the agurement and never lets it finish. I want to leave. It hurts to say this it really does I love you, I do, and I always will but you have to let me go.
"I dont trust who you hang out with!" "You are not old enough to make a decision." You say Im old enough to make college plans and apply to colleges next year and able to have a car but im not old enough to make the right decisions? I never did anything to make you not trust me. Its not about trusting its about you frickin wanting me to be ur lil girl. IM NOT! SO FRICKIN GET OVER it! NOW!
You push me away! No one else. You dont see it, you dont understand.
No matter what you do, no matter what you say. I will end up doing what I want, and Im gonna make mistakes. You can not protect me anymore. And guess what FAther IM not a lil girl. IM NOT!
If I could only say this, if i could only get away from him, if i could just say this and him understand.
The day will come..
She stares out her window wishing she was somewhere else, knowing that she has one of the greatest lives there is, but knowing that she cant be trusted. Is what puts a barrier between him and her.
He will get over it, If I have to live somewhere else. He will understand one day. He has to!