Jan 25, 2005 20:58
Contradicting Myself = Confused
so we all know janet is this luv-sick little puppy who cant get guys off her mind..
well.. as max pointed out to me today.. i wrote that i have a crush... lol .. well i am still ""dreaming"" about this dumb kid.. (ok so obviously he isnt dumb but idk... errr.)
There are positives and negatives in this whole thing... and of course.. my head is going towards both sides.
i dont even think i should like this guy but every time i tell myself not to like him i like him even more! how much does that suck!
my friends make fun of me. they think i am being silly.. n there are officially 7 ppl who kno i like him.. (( i dont want word to get around for fear of embarrassment if he finds out i like him.. esp if he doesnt feel the same way))
so thats my dilema of the year so far.. ne suggestions come and talk to me...
xoxo
<3 Janet