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i really havent been in much of a good mood today or all week.; well actually literacy test wasnt bad at all today.. it was easyy actually. co-pete talked to me by drawing on my back. cleverr girl. haha.
well im trying out for soccer, and i really want to play. but chels talked to mac about doing two sports (soccer and throwing) and he told her she had to choose one. and im going to talk to him tomorrow about it. but my dad said i shouldnt be making a decision now becuase i dont even know if ill make it.
but on a happier note, i met some new people tonight. and they're nice. and i talked to some friends while i was waiting for my ride. i smiled so much my face hurt.
but this weekend im in burlington; my family and friends are going to come watch me play basketball. and i dont really want them too becuase all ill do, is sit on the bench. im really not looking forward to this.
tomorrow i have a stupid science test, which i know im going to fail. and then ill fail the whole unit. and ohh whoopie summer school.
shitshitshitshitshitshitshit hollle
sometimes i feel like im.. i dont know. worhtless maybe? not so much that but i feel like nobody has the time for me, and even though im listening to things you say, you dont care, becuase i know you have more important things then me.
this is dumb
i probably should go study now. andd eat my yogurt bar.
♥
PS; HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGE. I FREAKING LOVE YOU GIRL. HOPE YOUR LIKING ALL YOUR GIFTS AND .. ENJOY YOUR CAKE. ♥
well im trying out for soccer, and i really want to play. but chels talked to mac about doing two sports (soccer and throwing) and he told her she had to choose one. and im going to talk to him tomorrow about it. but my dad said i shouldnt be making a decision now becuase i dont even know if ill make it.
but on a happier note, i met some new people tonight. and they're nice. and i talked to some friends while i was waiting for my ride. i smiled so much my face hurt.
but this weekend im in burlington; my family and friends are going to come watch me play basketball. and i dont really want them too becuase all ill do, is sit on the bench. im really not looking forward to this.
tomorrow i have a stupid science test, which i know im going to fail. and then ill fail the whole unit. and ohh whoopie summer school.
shitshitshitshitshitshitshit hollle
sometimes i feel like im.. i dont know. worhtless maybe? not so much that but i feel like nobody has the time for me, and even though im listening to things you say, you dont care, becuase i know you have more important things then me.
this is dumb
i probably should go study now. andd eat my yogurt bar.
♥
PS; HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGE. I FREAKING LOVE YOU GIRL. HOPE YOUR LIKING ALL YOUR GIFTS AND .. ENJOY YOUR CAKE. ♥