2 weeks already....
So, today Dominick would have been 2 weeks old. I can't believe it's been that long already. I relieve his birth moment after moment in my head. I can remember every little detail from Weds night with the pain and bleeding up until until the Friday morning when I held him for the last time. Even though I cry every time, I hope I never forget a single detail.
My 2 boys have made such an impact on me...even though I only ever got to feel them move inside of me. Even though I never got to hear their sweet cries. I've never loved anyone so much in my life. I'm working on changing things about me and my life for the better of any future children I have.
Jay and I finally got some names of a few counsolers who are covered under my insurance. I will be making an appointment for Jay and I asap. I have an appointment with my OB on Monday. I'm hoping he'll tell me I can go swimming at least. I'm not really bleeding anymore. I didn't tear at all....we'll see what he says. Just thought that maybe I could try to enjoy some of my summer while I had the time off.
My 2 boys have made such an impact on me...even though I only ever got to feel them move inside of me. Even though I never got to hear their sweet cries. I've never loved anyone so much in my life. I'm working on changing things about me and my life for the better of any future children I have.
Jay and I finally got some names of a few counsolers who are covered under my insurance. I will be making an appointment for Jay and I asap. I have an appointment with my OB on Monday. I'm hoping he'll tell me I can go swimming at least. I'm not really bleeding anymore. I didn't tear at all....we'll see what he says. Just thought that maybe I could try to enjoy some of my summer while I had the time off.