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Whats up im bored as hell... I been tired lately at like 730... and I dont know... You know its funny, my mom cant make up her mind ... Don't talk to jay, ok its fine, Dont talk to jay... Im sick of her.
I'm not having sex, doing drugs, smoking, Drinking... Neither is she, or the people that my mom doesn't like. She is fucking crazy sometimes...
I have this counsalor ms dagmar in school... ugh im sorry i really dont like her... I miss my theropist...
I feel like she left me ... im so used to being left or hurt you know ? I know she didnt leave me, we just dont have money, we dont have money for shit...
my dad has all this money, he just sold his business building and hes using all that damn money to rebuild his other shop, and building a new business for his wife, which is really kick ass now...
Yeah my dad got me this like 10 dollar phone that is prepaid ( cell ) and he thinks i can pay for it, and it just sucks, you get like nothing and pay so much... But my stepmom Elaine was looking at nextels and she said she might give me one... Which is kick ass... I look at my step nephew and its just, damn its my dads stepgrandson and hes 4 and my dad treats him like he should have treated my brother. My mom puts so many guilt trips on me...
So many fights... My moms friend, Marissa is really cool though shes like you know when chris ( my brother ) didnt have enough money to go to disney world you paid for him to go, and shes always letting my mom know when shes to hard on me... When shes being a bitch...
i dont know i keep carrying on... School sucks ass... I really dont talk to anyone in school... Katie sometimes, mark yeh, this kid john i think he likes me, but hes kinda weird... idk im going to leave i feel like crying for sum other reasons i dont feel like talkin about .. well later...
I'm not having sex, doing drugs, smoking, Drinking... Neither is she, or the people that my mom doesn't like. She is fucking crazy sometimes...
I have this counsalor ms dagmar in school... ugh im sorry i really dont like her... I miss my theropist...
I feel like she left me ... im so used to being left or hurt you know ? I know she didnt leave me, we just dont have money, we dont have money for shit...
my dad has all this money, he just sold his business building and hes using all that damn money to rebuild his other shop, and building a new business for his wife, which is really kick ass now...
Yeah my dad got me this like 10 dollar phone that is prepaid ( cell ) and he thinks i can pay for it, and it just sucks, you get like nothing and pay so much... But my stepmom Elaine was looking at nextels and she said she might give me one... Which is kick ass... I look at my step nephew and its just, damn its my dads stepgrandson and hes 4 and my dad treats him like he should have treated my brother. My mom puts so many guilt trips on me...
So many fights... My moms friend, Marissa is really cool though shes like you know when chris ( my brother ) didnt have enough money to go to disney world you paid for him to go, and shes always letting my mom know when shes to hard on me... When shes being a bitch...
i dont know i keep carrying on... School sucks ass... I really dont talk to anyone in school... Katie sometimes, mark yeh, this kid john i think he likes me, but hes kinda weird... idk im going to leave i feel like crying for sum other reasons i dont feel like talkin about .. well later...