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:'( ... another fuckin holiday to hate... Ok it was kool today, woke up at 12, saw my dad, came home at 630, adn my mom started flipping out... how i never do anything, and it was random... and then she called me ' mr mike ' you know my dad... and its an insult because she hates him... and she screamed ' big mouth little bitch" or was it little mouth big bitch , idk ... and i just, fuckin hate it here.. shes like ' dont go to kathys ( my neighbor / my older idol ) or dont go anywhere! " i was like " oh dont worry, i wont , i love it here! " I just cant take this shit... she was being really cool for like a week, and then started yellign at me again... its funni i gave her 180 dollars to buy something for my brotehrs birthday and she spends it on useless crap... well some of its food but most of it is for like ciggs, hair dye every other fuckin day, just stupid random shit... and she can drive and shit and cant give my brother something, i mean i understand it, we have no money, but when i def dont have any fuckin money, no job, no ride, she gets mad if i dont get her something, and puts a guilt trip on me for the next fuckin 4 months ... I HATE IT HERE... yeah, the night of my birthday she bitched at me and i didnt even say shit about me wanting to kill my self and she brought me to the hospital the next day saying that i wanted to kill my self.. and val. day, her old boy friend carmine an dher had a fight, and they never really spoke to eachother again, he was fuckin awesome and she flipped on him because he had to get home and couldnt watch a movie... and then my fuckin father type figure died around xmas... GRRR... my mom was like ' I TOLD U TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE ' she always picks a fuckin fight... over something stupid.. liek couple weeks ago i forgot computer paper at my dads, she took my camera away... and she wuz flippin on me... i hate her so much sometimes...!!!!!!!!!!
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