Jul 05, 2004 11:59
I'm here. In Virginia. 500 miles away from everyone. And I hate it. I'm glad to get away from my family. Trust me, I got away. I haven't talked to my mom since I left for Virginia. I don't even know if "hi" and "Bye" counts. And I miss all my friends. I miss talking to people. I feel so isolated here. I have my 2 cousins that are obviously sick of me already. They hang out with eachother and pretty much ignore me. I'm used to it, by now, though. I really think it's stupid that I miss Easingwood the most. I mean, come on, me and Erin are best friends and I don't miss her the most. I miss her a lot less than I should. She's even annoying me. She calls everyone and she's still in touch with everyone and she thinks she understands what I'm going through. She's completely clueless. Mike barely even talks to me when i've been fucking waiting to talk to him. He always made me feel better about myself but he's talking to erin and missing her a hell of a lot more. Christine.. I never talk to her. I miss her sooo much. And she's not.. there. Jackie.. never talk to her either. I thought this summer could be the summer I hang out with Chelsey for once. I know I'm overreacting, but it's so fucking lonely down here.
It's my aunt's birthday today.
<3 Emily..