I'm finally getting everything into perspective
I went to my babes graduation this weekend with Dee. It was great and lots of guys there that I know that lots of my sisters would have liked. I know I had written before that I may break up wth my boyfriend because of all the confusion and news that I was hearing about him. Well, we talked during my visit wth him and it turns out that it wasn't true. Basically, I let myself get wrapped up in news that was not true and I believed a stranger over the love of my life. I still can't believe that I would have made the biggest mistake in my life by almost leaving the only person that probably loves me to death. I know I made some huge mistakes along the way and I let anger take over me but like I have always said, people make mistakes becuase overall we are all human. One person got hurt in the long run and I dont know how to repay him back for what I did but I just hope he knows that he's so special to me. Anyways, after me and my boyfriends long talk over the weekend and at home we're finally okay and we realized our mistakes. Therefore, I should just say it and let everyone know since almost everyone that should know, knows but I AM ENGAGED!!!! Babe proposed to me on Saturday over lunch and it wasn't your average on one knee thing it was cuter than that. He basically took my promise ring and said you never cleaned it right I'm like no I never had time and he goes you should and he took it from my hand. Then, he looked at it and in his slick ways he somehow got the engagement ring and put it on my finger and said here you go. When I look down he goes babe, we have been together for so long and I couldn't have done everythin without you, we've been through so much and I just want to be with you forever. I need to know if you want to be with me forever? I was like hell yea of course! So, yea I'm engaged and I love him =). I'm not getting married soon but it will be in at least a year and a half or so. I still can't believe it happened but it did. Well, todays my birthday and I still don't feel like I'm 20. I can't believe im 20, god I'm getting old. Oh well, one more year and I will be able to drink legally. Thanks to Dee and my lil ones for wishing me a happy birthday at such an early time. I loved the singing girls. Okay gotta go back to work.