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[xxsnowbabexx]

so it's been a little while since i've written, looks like i;ve been getting into that habit. so there's a few different things that have happened, lets see... i graduated from continental about two weeks ago, so im done and finally considered a professonal, which is cool. im leaving for jekyll island in like two weeks, im so excited, although andrew is not going with us any more, cause well, we arent together any more.... it was something that needed to be done, for the both of us and we both decided to call it quits because he needed to find out who he was on his own and this was rather a wake up call for him. it hurts a lot i guess, but ive seen a huge change in his life already and that gives me a lot of comfort cause i know we made the right decision. i dont know if we'll ever get back together but to tell you quite honestly, im 100% ok with following God's hand and whether it leads andrew and i back together or not, i think ill be okay. idk why, but i have a lot of peace knowing that if he doesnt marry me, there's someone so much better for him and that makes me happy.... that would be there's someone better for me too....this is probably the first time in my life that i feel like no matter where God wants me i can do it, like seriously, its the first time when i really dont have a problem saying, okay God you can take the wheel and drive and ill just talk to you. I'm really excited to see what these next few years bring and where i end up and who i end up with. cause i know whoever that someone is will take my breath away and make me smile and laugh and just completely steal my heart....im getting mushy....and i know that i'll be able to take his breath away. anyways enough of that, im sure you guys really didnt want to read about my ideas of romance...so ill stop now.

well back to cleaning...ill write again one of these days, no promises it will be soon....

*me*