Nov 08, 2005 00:12
I know I haven't really mentioned my boyfriend that much lately but things have been kind of confusing. Let me explain. About a month ago I guess, I thought we were dating officially. Well, then he said something that made me think we weren't dating. I didn't know how to really ask him about it because it was just such a weird topic to bring up but then two nights ago we talked about things. Well, really I just told him that I either wanted to date or to quit leading me on and he said that he thought we'd been dating all along. That made me extremely happy because I thought that he just wanted to be friends and not get into a relationship since we acted like we were dating but weren't. But now I know that he wasn't leading me on and whatnot. So I'm a happy panda again. Tomorrow neither of us have anything to do after 11 so we're gonna spend the whole day together. We're not sure what we're gonna do yet but I'm real excited. I love spending time with him. He makes me feel like I am loved and that someone truly cared about me. Another thing that is completely awesome is that I love all his friends. They don't make me feel uncomfortable. When I see them, it's like they are trying to get to know me instead of being stand-offish to me. I guess it helps that we all work together...that way we get to know one another. I know they always say not to date people that you work with but he is so perfect. The only thing that bothers me once again is that everyone likes him. Why do I always date the ones that everyone else likes? Back of mow fuckas!! I'll kill dem bitches.
Those single people telephone service thingys make me giggle. It's false advertisement. I mean, they show some hot girl and you know that she has no problem getting dates. So wtf? It's crazy how everything is sold by sex now.
Beto fractured his hand last week and is going to the hospital again tomorrow morning at 9:30 and I'm real afraid for him. His hand doesn't hurt him right now and I don't want them to do something to where he is in pain. You should see him try to do things one handed at work. It's so cute!!
I love South Park. And Bernie Mac.
I'm on the laptop and it says I have about 25 minutes left of battery power so I guess I'm gonna go. I wasn't tired when I started writing this but not I'm started to. Good thing I guess since I have to be up pretty early.
Goodnight yall. And God bless.