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So. The bomb has been dropped.
I can't even begin to put in words, what happened today.
For starters, for those that dont know, John is not aloud to be dating me. Its the whole tradition of marrying your own kind and stuff which is so last year! However, today when John got home from work both Nayfeh and Randa(2/7 of his sisters) were at his house talking to his mom. Apparently they told his mom about me. I'm okay with his dad knowing about my existance because I feel like his dad isnt going to jump to a conclusion but his mom is another story.
I havent said much at all since I found out. John met up with me this evening and talked to me. He told me that no matter what happens, he wont stop loving me. My body was numb. I had no words. Nothing would role out of my mouth. Not even a thank you, for unlocking my door. I wish I could use the excuse that there was so much on my mind, but there wasnt at all. My mind was completely blank. I think all the anxiety came straight from my heart.
Im so ready to be with John forever. I cant take more rejection. I dont want anymore rejection. I want this to work out so bad.
I can't even begin to put in words, what happened today.
For starters, for those that dont know, John is not aloud to be dating me. Its the whole tradition of marrying your own kind and stuff which is so last year! However, today when John got home from work both Nayfeh and Randa(2/7 of his sisters) were at his house talking to his mom. Apparently they told his mom about me. I'm okay with his dad knowing about my existance because I feel like his dad isnt going to jump to a conclusion but his mom is another story.
I havent said much at all since I found out. John met up with me this evening and talked to me. He told me that no matter what happens, he wont stop loving me. My body was numb. I had no words. Nothing would role out of my mouth. Not even a thank you, for unlocking my door. I wish I could use the excuse that there was so much on my mind, but there wasnt at all. My mind was completely blank. I think all the anxiety came straight from my heart.
Im so ready to be with John forever. I cant take more rejection. I dont want anymore rejection. I want this to work out so bad.