Credibility and compatability
Time to vent to my journal about somethings i cant FINISH a convo about with anyone but a recording of tupac, immortal technique, or possibly this beast i used to date thats as tasty and mouth watering and cultured as
GOOD OLD FASHIONED CARNE ASADA..... atleast thats how i remember her in my head.... we'll see next time.
I had to get these thoughts out my mind into the pool of REALITY rather than the vibratory dream world everyone seems to deny exists.
I feel i've finally come to a very well-rounded grasp of how much i believe credibility is one of the main things that invisibly holds our social and many behind-the-scenes communication between creature interaction.
With no credibility every bit of communication from your mind to all life that responds is not considered valuable. Its almost as living as a ghost. The emptiness is slow and kills so forget that. I made the decision earlier today to hold true to my word no matter what the heck it is. So I'm being very sincere with my promises and im actually going to make sure i calculate if i can actually do the favor or promise for someone before i propose or agree to it. This world is filled with so many False hopes, Spoken but not walked or taken futures.
The other thing i've been desperately trying to change but cannot accomplish is meeting REAL people that are not coffee shop revolutionists, insecure pretentious fucks that cant admit they dont know what they dont know, 95% of people that it seems to be raised by the tv and dont believe in anything that they havent gotten a flash image of from the tube. OH MY FUCKING GOD. THAT GUY OVER THERE, HE WALKED ONTO THE MIDDLE OF THE EMPTY STREET TO SEE IF A BUS WAS COMING, hes breaking the rules!!!!. daggum mother @#$@#$# dont be a cow, we can walk over painted lines gah!! I HATE THE TV
VENT #? Bull shit loddy doddy for the neighbors to smile and make a family feel special...
VENT #?like how people work out to have a good body. instead of live a good life workout to be agile and fit and mobile and live longer, and then be happy and fulfilled and be in shape and already have a NATURAL and real lifestyle and body.
VENT #? Fucking people that project their insecurities onto other people causing this big mind fuck because the other people are looking OUTSIDE for feedback on their IDEA of the concept of their self image. When all they have to do is just fucking BE. Do what they wanna do and fucking see who they get along with and live...
I'm surrounded by self conscious wanna be jewish american princess's that think im like the other weenies that will sing boys 2 men songs for sex and then do all the 99% of the work of the FRIENDSHIP.... hello thats not what people are supposed to do damnit..... if i want ass ill go mack it at some party or find a fuck buddy. I wont spend 3 months chasing something that thinks its a rabbit and im a DOG...
Learn to LET your emotions exist instead of being SCARED to show them because your gonna get hurt again you did 9 months ago, after dating for 3 months, 1 1/2 years ago, or 3 years ago...
i miss having a friend to talk to every day who kept her heart open to mine(... thats trust, not worrying about cheating on eachother, its trusting your heart and emotions to another beast!) and go off into a cave together completely FREE FROM worries, toiling responsibilities, and all that 9 to 5 world bull shit. A place where rolling around like a beast without spots is OK, and having a friend, true love with a future(which seems virtually impossible in this society that has not even the proper communication understanding of how to greet eachother and shake hands, yet alone fall in love and make it work) I liked being such a great Man a fairy herself picked me up and took me to her village out of all the men in the whole world. Too bad fairy's dont stick beside you through the tough fights in the real world.... It'd be a dream come true.. I still have the sky to look to at night and know among all of us creatures in the universe, I truely was compatibile enough to share experiences and feelings with and know for sure that it is possible to have REAL PURE COMMUNICATION with someone and them consider me to be worth wanting to learn from and with eachother. And truely wanted to spend our limited time together........
and didnt end up in separate squad cars because of brutal fights caused by jealousy & envy and resentment.
lol i dunno if there was any linear path in all this i just typed but whatever. tis muh thoughts........ rAWWWW FROM THE MOON bl-oop
GOOD OLD FASHIONED CARNE ASADA..... atleast thats how i remember her in my head.... we'll see next time.
I had to get these thoughts out my mind into the pool of REALITY rather than the vibratory dream world everyone seems to deny exists.
I feel i've finally come to a very well-rounded grasp of how much i believe credibility is one of the main things that invisibly holds our social and many behind-the-scenes communication between creature interaction.
With no credibility every bit of communication from your mind to all life that responds is not considered valuable. Its almost as living as a ghost. The emptiness is slow and kills so forget that. I made the decision earlier today to hold true to my word no matter what the heck it is. So I'm being very sincere with my promises and im actually going to make sure i calculate if i can actually do the favor or promise for someone before i propose or agree to it. This world is filled with so many False hopes, Spoken but not walked or taken futures.
The other thing i've been desperately trying to change but cannot accomplish is meeting REAL people that are not coffee shop revolutionists, insecure pretentious fucks that cant admit they dont know what they dont know, 95% of people that it seems to be raised by the tv and dont believe in anything that they havent gotten a flash image of from the tube. OH MY FUCKING GOD. THAT GUY OVER THERE, HE WALKED ONTO THE MIDDLE OF THE EMPTY STREET TO SEE IF A BUS WAS COMING, hes breaking the rules!!!!. daggum mother @#$@#$# dont be a cow, we can walk over painted lines gah!! I HATE THE TV
VENT #? Bull shit loddy doddy for the neighbors to smile and make a family feel special...
VENT #?like how people work out to have a good body. instead of live a good life workout to be agile and fit and mobile and live longer, and then be happy and fulfilled and be in shape and already have a NATURAL and real lifestyle and body.
VENT #? Fucking people that project their insecurities onto other people causing this big mind fuck because the other people are looking OUTSIDE for feedback on their IDEA of the concept of their self image. When all they have to do is just fucking BE. Do what they wanna do and fucking see who they get along with and live...
I'm surrounded by self conscious wanna be jewish american princess's that think im like the other weenies that will sing boys 2 men songs for sex and then do all the 99% of the work of the FRIENDSHIP.... hello thats not what people are supposed to do damnit..... if i want ass ill go mack it at some party or find a fuck buddy. I wont spend 3 months chasing something that thinks its a rabbit and im a DOG...
Learn to LET your emotions exist instead of being SCARED to show them because your gonna get hurt again you did 9 months ago, after dating for 3 months, 1 1/2 years ago, or 3 years ago...
i miss having a friend to talk to every day who kept her heart open to mine(... thats trust, not worrying about cheating on eachother, its trusting your heart and emotions to another beast!) and go off into a cave together completely FREE FROM worries, toiling responsibilities, and all that 9 to 5 world bull shit. A place where rolling around like a beast without spots is OK, and having a friend, true love with a future(which seems virtually impossible in this society that has not even the proper communication understanding of how to greet eachother and shake hands, yet alone fall in love and make it work) I liked being such a great Man a fairy herself picked me up and took me to her village out of all the men in the whole world. Too bad fairy's dont stick beside you through the tough fights in the real world.... It'd be a dream come true.. I still have the sky to look to at night and know among all of us creatures in the universe, I truely was compatibile enough to share experiences and feelings with and know for sure that it is possible to have REAL PURE COMMUNICATION with someone and them consider me to be worth wanting to learn from and with eachother. And truely wanted to spend our limited time together........
and didnt end up in separate squad cars because of brutal fights caused by jealousy & envy and resentment.
lol i dunno if there was any linear path in all this i just typed but whatever. tis muh thoughts........ rAWWWW FROM THE MOON bl-oop