Feb 19, 2004 20:16
ugh today was great and wack @ the same time. Got to see kimmie, shes doing well. I guess i wasnt as over her as i thought... Fucking love... she is like one of my best friends and when we went to eat i couldnt hold back emotions. i wanted to just hug her, cry on her arms and make some passionate love..... but then i realized agh, shes got a new b/f.... Life is awkward when your heart n mind r twisted and u still see 20/20 and know what u love is what u want. rawrrr.... I actually think i can't let go of her oh man. guess all i can do is keep going out til i meet sum1 who can help me out.