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So my mom is sick. This bums me out........change that...this crushes me. when i say sick i don't mean flu sick or something. She is slowly loosing her memory. Her personality has completely changed and we don't know what it is. It might be alzheimers but we don't know.
I'm lonely. Not the I have no friends I sit in my room lonely. The lame ass one where i dont have a girlfriend and bitch about it, but don't do much to change it cause i'm scared and pretty apathetic. I know what i have to do to not be lonely i think but i don't care to do it. Its pretty fucking stupid i know.
I might have to finish school at memphis and i don't want to do that.
I miss talking to my friend who goes to school in california but he doesn't seem to want to talk to me so fuck him that asshole.
I could use some positive stuff to happen to me right about now.
I'm lonely. Not the I have no friends I sit in my room lonely. The lame ass one where i dont have a girlfriend and bitch about it, but don't do much to change it cause i'm scared and pretty apathetic. I know what i have to do to not be lonely i think but i don't care to do it. Its pretty fucking stupid i know.
I might have to finish school at memphis and i don't want to do that.
I miss talking to my friend who goes to school in california but he doesn't seem to want to talk to me so fuck him that asshole.
I could use some positive stuff to happen to me right about now.