Something about....
Something about feeling like your walls are caving in around you financially, something about feeling empty because of family issues, something about having all these things going on and then looking into the eyes of your puppy where none of that matters to her and watching it all wash away.
We picked up Marley on sunday and she remembered us from when we first met her ages ago. she was great in the car, she was relaxed and peaceful and safe and it showed...she went potty outside for the first time and she was sprawled out over me like nothing in this world matterd but the three of us in that car. She had her first vet apointment and she did amazinly, when she has to go outside she whimpers, when we sleep she cuddles with us and at one point she used my face as a step to get up the pillow. Im in love with her, shes the most beautiful girl in the world and I we are soo soo very lucky to have her in our family. My mom refers to herself as grandma, my dad doesnt think its a good idea but then again what does it matter what he thinks...
So on top of having some great classes so far one of which is women in america with a teacher WHO IS IRISH ooo happy days!!! I have offically paid off all debts, no credit card debt, no medical bills...Just my puppy, my girlfriend and I living life to the fullest..
on a completely unrelated topic yesterday was marley's first thunderstorm. We almost left her to go get dinner but we decided to stay. there were tornado warnings and hail and all sorts of other stuffs that sucked so everyone without power just came over and it ended up being ok. Becky n Cindi brought over their tortoise and two puppies too so it was quite the full house...
at any rate, Im the happiest Ive ever been and I couldnt change it for the world....I love you all so much and I hope whereever you are my life journal friends that you are well....
peace n love....
We picked up Marley on sunday and she remembered us from when we first met her ages ago. she was great in the car, she was relaxed and peaceful and safe and it showed...she went potty outside for the first time and she was sprawled out over me like nothing in this world matterd but the three of us in that car. She had her first vet apointment and she did amazinly, when she has to go outside she whimpers, when we sleep she cuddles with us and at one point she used my face as a step to get up the pillow. Im in love with her, shes the most beautiful girl in the world and I we are soo soo very lucky to have her in our family. My mom refers to herself as grandma, my dad doesnt think its a good idea but then again what does it matter what he thinks...
So on top of having some great classes so far one of which is women in america with a teacher WHO IS IRISH ooo happy days!!! I have offically paid off all debts, no credit card debt, no medical bills...Just my puppy, my girlfriend and I living life to the fullest..
on a completely unrelated topic yesterday was marley's first thunderstorm. We almost left her to go get dinner but we decided to stay. there were tornado warnings and hail and all sorts of other stuffs that sucked so everyone without power just came over and it ended up being ok. Becky n Cindi brought over their tortoise and two puppies too so it was quite the full house...
at any rate, Im the happiest Ive ever been and I couldnt change it for the world....I love you all so much and I hope whereever you are my life journal friends that you are well....
peace n love....