Just another monday
Hello friends :)
Still on the job hunt...i'm really starting to lose faith that I will find something that is right for me. There is pressure about it too. I am starting to loose faith in who I am. Or at least starting to question who I am or who I want to be. I feel it is soul searching time. True soul searching. Like driving to a place and meditating on a rock or something.
David has been more than supportive and really hasn't made a big deal of the fact I have been out of work for 2 months. He is working and keeping a straight face. I am nagging and controlling and want him to ditch work and play video games with me or something, really, I just don't want to be alone... cuz honestly when I am alone and I choose to listen, the good things are marred by the bad.
Yesterday we went to Mt. Charelston, played cards, ate junk food, and watched David swallow a bee that he is convinced stung him in the throat. Other than that, I think we all had a good time, even got to see snow (though it was really more like hail droppings) in the middle of July. Now that is somethin...
Its 11am and I want to go do something. i think I will save the rock meditaion for tomorrow if any one wants to go, but none of you are in Vegas now are you.
Anyhow, Hope all is well with you and yours...
Still on the job hunt...i'm really starting to lose faith that I will find something that is right for me. There is pressure about it too. I am starting to loose faith in who I am. Or at least starting to question who I am or who I want to be. I feel it is soul searching time. True soul searching. Like driving to a place and meditating on a rock or something.
David has been more than supportive and really hasn't made a big deal of the fact I have been out of work for 2 months. He is working and keeping a straight face. I am nagging and controlling and want him to ditch work and play video games with me or something, really, I just don't want to be alone... cuz honestly when I am alone and I choose to listen, the good things are marred by the bad.
Yesterday we went to Mt. Charelston, played cards, ate junk food, and watched David swallow a bee that he is convinced stung him in the throat. Other than that, I think we all had a good time, even got to see snow (though it was really more like hail droppings) in the middle of July. Now that is somethin...
Its 11am and I want to go do something. i think I will save the rock meditaion for tomorrow if any one wants to go, but none of you are in Vegas now are you.
Anyhow, Hope all is well with you and yours...