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[xxsinfulstarxx]

while i am here on the other side of the country getting everything together my ex boyfriend found it to be ok to go behind my back and do something with someone he knew from the second he did he shouldnt
i cant get mad at him because he is my ex
i dont have sex with him
well because as some of you may remember i ended up with something from someone ... and it makes me hate myself it makes me grossed out it makes me fear life every day... it hurts it scars it just kills me and my self esteem... but i dont talk about it with any one because eww who wants to hear about something like that

thou george and i did talk last night and he knows how grossed out i am with myself and he made it very clear that he thinks im very tasty :-D he said the sex with her was really shitty and he cant wait to bend me over in my car in the airport parking lot when i pick him up :)
oh i cant wait.
yummmy
haha sorry for being so describtive
but i love my papa george and im excited for him to come home to his mama
(in his words)
rawrrrr we are gonna run away together.
i <3 him . and love him no matter where he dips his stick
lmao