Eeeek...I suck at this whole updating thing
Heh. Ooops. And I even told people that I would update this too! Grrr. Why is it that I have no motivation to do...ANYTHING? *sigh*
So, this semester is almost over, and I haven't updated at all since I've been here. Well, this place sucks. I still haven't made any friends of my own. The only people I know on campus are Nicole's friends. And they don't like me very much. Or, if they do, they just make for shitty friends. My roommate is getting a single next year. I really know how to drive them away, huh? Oh well.
I think I'm going to take next semester off. It's a waste of time and money just sitting around here, taking classes I don't even know if I'll need later on. I just think it'd be good to take a break, think about what I enjoy and what I might like doing, and then coming back next year. Of course when I mentioned this to my mom, she got all pissed off and stuff. She said the "Do what you want, Kirsten", but in that tone that really means "I'll hate if you do this. You're disappointing me." And I hate upsetting her more than anything. So, this sucks. And I'm so indecisive. I hate making these kinds of decisions.
So, I have a boyfriend now. His name is Scott. He is just like me. We even have the same birthday. Heh. Pictures of him can be found on my webpage. Also, he is part of this stucam page. He's a pretty cool dude. I smile when I think about him.
Wow, I just read my last journal entry. I suppose I was still in my "I hate my life and myself" mode back then. Things have changed as far as my outlook on life. Thanks a lot to Jeremey for all his encouraging words and messages to "Stay posi!" He helped me to see that being negative all the time accomplishes nothing besides making me miserable. I feel a lot better about my life and who I am now. Yay me!
Okay, so I'm hoping to update this more often....but I'll make no promises because I don't want to disappoint all of you that are surely reading this. Haha.
So, this semester is almost over, and I haven't updated at all since I've been here. Well, this place sucks. I still haven't made any friends of my own. The only people I know on campus are Nicole's friends. And they don't like me very much. Or, if they do, they just make for shitty friends. My roommate is getting a single next year. I really know how to drive them away, huh? Oh well.
I think I'm going to take next semester off. It's a waste of time and money just sitting around here, taking classes I don't even know if I'll need later on. I just think it'd be good to take a break, think about what I enjoy and what I might like doing, and then coming back next year. Of course when I mentioned this to my mom, she got all pissed off and stuff. She said the "Do what you want, Kirsten", but in that tone that really means "I'll hate if you do this. You're disappointing me." And I hate upsetting her more than anything. So, this sucks. And I'm so indecisive. I hate making these kinds of decisions.
So, I have a boyfriend now. His name is Scott. He is just like me. We even have the same birthday. Heh. Pictures of him can be found on my webpage. Also, he is part of this stucam page. He's a pretty cool dude. I smile when I think about him.
Wow, I just read my last journal entry. I suppose I was still in my "I hate my life and myself" mode back then. Things have changed as far as my outlook on life. Thanks a lot to Jeremey for all his encouraging words and messages to "Stay posi!" He helped me to see that being negative all the time accomplishes nothing besides making me miserable. I feel a lot better about my life and who I am now. Yay me!
Okay, so I'm hoping to update this more often....but I'll make no promises because I don't want to disappoint all of you that are surely reading this. Haha.