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And he plunges another knife in my heart and I look into his eyes
Wondering why he brought me here . .. . so he couold tell his lies??
He looks at me with such pitty . . . and then he turns away
why does he do this every day!!?!?!??!?
And he plunges another knife into my back. . ..
as I look at loves lack
wondering where he went
and why all his love is spent .. .
He looks at me and I finally see
if I brought him anything but pain
there would have to be more fucking rain
and he brings me to his room . . .
to do things I only assume
can end what we started long ago .. . .
My secret agent lover man. . . if only you knew how i feel about you!
depressed is the word and i am it .. .
he looks at me with pain in his eyes
and I let him know he hurts me more
even as I smile at him
I watch the blood and gore
he looks at me with lust in his eyes
and I let him know i want him
even as I shrug
there is only him!!!!!
Domi I really only want him you know this you see it in my eyes and you also know I think that I prolly cant get him so be strong for me once more as he crushes me to peices and leaves me to die the one I've wanted for so long is letting me have him but in a way I want nothing to do with but the problem is I love him.. . . god I love him . .. when he looks at me with tears in his eyes all i want to do is cry . . he makes me feel happy after all that has happened he makes me fucking HAPPY!!! why does it have to be him???? why the fuck!??!? holy shit . .. I want to give him a hug right now . .. I want to die . .. I want to be with him and there is nothing I can do . . but wait and waiting isnt something I do very well and I think I have a FUCKING BUG IN MY SHIRT!!! holy bat shit . .. ..I want to die. . .
I hate my life
Love,
Desi
Wondering why he brought me here . .. . so he couold tell his lies??
He looks at me with such pitty . . . and then he turns away
why does he do this every day!!?!?!??!?
And he plunges another knife into my back. . ..
as I look at loves lack
wondering where he went
and why all his love is spent .. .
He looks at me and I finally see
if I brought him anything but pain
there would have to be more fucking rain
and he brings me to his room . . .
to do things I only assume
can end what we started long ago .. . .
My secret agent lover man. . . if only you knew how i feel about you!
depressed is the word and i am it .. .
he looks at me with pain in his eyes
and I let him know he hurts me more
even as I smile at him
I watch the blood and gore
he looks at me with lust in his eyes
and I let him know i want him
even as I shrug
there is only him!!!!!
Domi I really only want him you know this you see it in my eyes and you also know I think that I prolly cant get him so be strong for me once more as he crushes me to peices and leaves me to die the one I've wanted for so long is letting me have him but in a way I want nothing to do with but the problem is I love him.. . . god I love him . .. when he looks at me with tears in his eyes all i want to do is cry . . he makes me feel happy after all that has happened he makes me fucking HAPPY!!! why does it have to be him???? why the fuck!??!? holy shit . .. I want to give him a hug right now . .. I want to die . .. I want to be with him and there is nothing I can do . . but wait and waiting isnt something I do very well and I think I have a FUCKING BUG IN MY SHIRT!!! holy bat shit . .. ..I want to die. . .
I hate my life
Love,
Desi