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life has changed so much for me ever since ive been grounded.....i feel like im drifting even more appart from my best friends and nothing different from the past but i have no man in my life to make me happy and let me have something to look forward to when i wake up in the morning.....i miss that a lot...
you know you have a good life when somebody cares about you and their is somebody in your life that can always make you smile even when you are having the worst day...and when your friends are always their listening to your jokes and your problems even if something better is going on at the time...
Do i have a good life like my parents try to assure me?!?! i'd like to know the true answer to that.
i must say truthfully that this is the most depressing time of my life and i feel like i have nobody to turn to and talk to because everybody is so happy with who they are and who their with right now, i just dont want to get in the way of any of that, at all.....
oh well hopefully it will get better with time but im not the same happy, nerdy person i used to be and i miss that about who i used to be...i never really wanted to change but the situation with home/family life its all just going down hill and i cant stop it.
:~o(
you know you have a good life when somebody cares about you and their is somebody in your life that can always make you smile even when you are having the worst day...and when your friends are always their listening to your jokes and your problems even if something better is going on at the time...
Do i have a good life like my parents try to assure me?!?! i'd like to know the true answer to that.
i must say truthfully that this is the most depressing time of my life and i feel like i have nobody to turn to and talk to because everybody is so happy with who they are and who their with right now, i just dont want to get in the way of any of that, at all.....
oh well hopefully it will get better with time but im not the same happy, nerdy person i used to be and i miss that about who i used to be...i never really wanted to change but the situation with home/family life its all just going down hill and i cant stop it.
:~o(