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I've been thinking lately, about a lot of stuff. Like wether to switch to CCHS or to stay at MHS even thought I don't really think I'm happy there.
&& About Jennifer, I'm seriously worried about her and I'm not really sure how to handle it anymore && since I'm usually the one that people call at 4AM on a Tuesday night for help with their lives, who has all the answers and advice on what to do & now I dont know how to help anymore & its stressing. && what do you do when the person who has all the answers doesn't have anymore? because the problems keep comming and the answers are running shorter and shorter or not comming at all, either that or I'm dishing out advice and noboy's listening to me and then when it goes like I said it would they look at me like"why didn't you tell me?"
&& about all the guys at my school that think I'm the hottest thing on this planet next to Pamela Anderson, and think I like going to go out with them TOMORROW,when I'm not because I have a bf. See I like them, as friends && I'm going out with the coolest kid in the world and wouldn't trade him for ANYHTING and when I tell them I can't go out with them and they take it like "I can't stand you go the fuck away you tweeb!" & that's not it al all But or course nobody listens to me and they keep thinking that I hate them and it PISSES ME OFF since I then feel guilty and I DON'T LIKE IT!!!! ARRRGH!!
&& the rest is just random stuff that I just pass over every now and then, such as if I'm going to pass the ninth grade, or if Im going to pass but fail a class, or if I'm not oging to do well enought to get into Cape or if I'm going to disapoint someone like my mom, or Steve, or my best friends and all three of those woulld kill me. but yeah I'm going to go get Brianna and start my algebra homework
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