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Wow so latly i've been really happy because I know this great guy. His name is Charles...and he is so amazing. I hate to say this because i know this kills one of my best friends...but i really like him...and i don't want things to be weird between me and her because of it...she told me to go for him even though they had just broken up....he told me it was ok...but i really didn't want to because i knew something like this would happen...I knew she would get all upset...i knew she probably wouldn't want to talk to me...she probably doesn't want to see me...and she won't want to hang out just the three of us anymore...all those fun times are over...just because i listened and went for him...i wish that we all didn't have to go through this...i wish we could all just be happy...and i don't want to be selfish but he makes me happy...he makes me feel so great...i know its childish but he gives me butterflies, makes my knees weak, and makes my heart race just when i see him...i've never been treated like anything other than a piece of ass, or a punching bag...and for once he treats me great...but just know that one of my really good friends is hurting because i'm with him hurts me...it makes me sad...i want to tell him to go back to her, but i don't want to give him up, i'm not gonna lie...he makes me feel so special...and i like it...i LOVE this feeling...he's like a drug, and i'm addicted...i just can NOT get enough of him! i just wish she knew that i'm sorry, and i really wish that if i could i would give him back...but i just can't...
...i'm sorry...

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