Mar 25, 2005 17:10
I don't know what's wrong with me...i'm depressed, yet happy...like i'm content with being depressed...it's weird, i've never felt like this before...lol well tonight me and my best friend lisa are going up to fountain walk to hang out with all of our guy friends...it's the last day i get to be with lisa before she goes up to marquette tomorrow...she is gone for almost all of spring break :( so i'm going to be all alone stuck in Northville...unless Kasey((my other best friend)) is allowed to hang out...i hope she is...lol and then tomorrow my best guy friend Chad is leaving to go back to boarding school in Wisconsin...i miss him already...i loved having him here...he is such a great friend... he is always there for me...and we tell each other everything...it's just going to hurt really bad tomorrow when i know i can't call him anymore and be like OMG CHAD I'M COMING OVER!! or be like CHAD WE ARE GOING TO THE MALL TO GET EGG ROLLS AND VAMP!!!....:( well i guess i'll go and call chad and tell him how much i'm going to miss him...well i'll write again soon hopfully...
xoxo shorty loves you xoxo