Inspiration and summary of the Grand Year of 2007.
So to start off..hm lets see here. I had a conversation with an old and wonderful friend today, his name is Joe. He inspired me to write and tell everyone who won't read or care about this how my life is going. I hate you Joe.
I'd break down my life in 2007, my full intention was to go month by month, but sadly my memory fails me and I don't remember specifics. I've done what most people have done, fallen in love only to fall out of it. I embrace my mistakes though and realize, I can't win everything. I ended the one relationship I did have...I sabotage myself. I get so caught up in the moment that I don't think about the long haul. I knew it couldn't last for a multiple of reasons. 1. I could do better. 2.I was going to college 5 hours away. 3.I suck at life. He wasn't awful, in fact he treated me with the upmost respect. However, we were in two different stages of life, and I couldn't handle that. Call me a bitch, it's the truth.
Anyway...moving on.
I went to college...woo-hoo. I recieved a 3.7 my first semester and my family could care less. Anyway, I believe I have done a lot of growing the past few months...and changed a lot. I've become an alcoholic and somewhat drug addict. My vice's in life are no good, but it is my life to destroy, not anyone else's. College has been wonderful to me, sometimes lonely though, but again that is my own fault for letting my disease get a hold of my brain in such a way that it does. However, as usual i'm the same classy disaster I always have been.
Sorry that this update sucks, but my life isn't all that exciting to tell. However, I am in love again, but this time it is a bit different. Her name is Khris, she is 23. If she knew I was writing this she would have my head. She loves me too, it is just overly complicated. There is something that always draws me to her, shes beautiful and the way that she carries herself, just gets me everytime. My world lights up and gets better everytime I talk with her. Everything is okay and secure. She is undoubtably the most beautiful and wonderful person I have ever had the oppurtunity to know.
Next topic: Appearance.
Okay so, my nose ring fell out. Tear. But thats okay. I have a tattoo now, a star about the size of my palm on my shoulder blade. I've gone through my hair colors and styles imaginable. Last night, I redid my hair. It was a vibrant fire engine red for a long time but now its back to black with red and blonde bangs. Nifty eh? Not so much. I also pierced my monroe, lets all throw a big cheer. I look the same height and weight wise, still slightly a whale with huge tits.
Next...
I have nothing more to say. In the end though Joe, I love you mucho.
Perhaps i'll be inspired more another day to finish. I have to finish making my cheesecake, I know you all are jealous of my skills.
Cheers,
Sarah.
I'd break down my life in 2007, my full intention was to go month by month, but sadly my memory fails me and I don't remember specifics. I've done what most people have done, fallen in love only to fall out of it. I embrace my mistakes though and realize, I can't win everything. I ended the one relationship I did have...I sabotage myself. I get so caught up in the moment that I don't think about the long haul. I knew it couldn't last for a multiple of reasons. 1. I could do better. 2.I was going to college 5 hours away. 3.I suck at life. He wasn't awful, in fact he treated me with the upmost respect. However, we were in two different stages of life, and I couldn't handle that. Call me a bitch, it's the truth.
Anyway...moving on.
I went to college...woo-hoo. I recieved a 3.7 my first semester and my family could care less. Anyway, I believe I have done a lot of growing the past few months...and changed a lot. I've become an alcoholic and somewhat drug addict. My vice's in life are no good, but it is my life to destroy, not anyone else's. College has been wonderful to me, sometimes lonely though, but again that is my own fault for letting my disease get a hold of my brain in such a way that it does. However, as usual i'm the same classy disaster I always have been.
Sorry that this update sucks, but my life isn't all that exciting to tell. However, I am in love again, but this time it is a bit different. Her name is Khris, she is 23. If she knew I was writing this she would have my head. She loves me too, it is just overly complicated. There is something that always draws me to her, shes beautiful and the way that she carries herself, just gets me everytime. My world lights up and gets better everytime I talk with her. Everything is okay and secure. She is undoubtably the most beautiful and wonderful person I have ever had the oppurtunity to know.
Next topic: Appearance.
Okay so, my nose ring fell out. Tear. But thats okay. I have a tattoo now, a star about the size of my palm on my shoulder blade. I've gone through my hair colors and styles imaginable. Last night, I redid my hair. It was a vibrant fire engine red for a long time but now its back to black with red and blonde bangs. Nifty eh? Not so much. I also pierced my monroe, lets all throw a big cheer. I look the same height and weight wise, still slightly a whale with huge tits.
Next...
I have nothing more to say. In the end though Joe, I love you mucho.
Perhaps i'll be inspired more another day to finish. I have to finish making my cheesecake, I know you all are jealous of my skills.
Cheers,
Sarah.