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Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one travler, long i stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equals lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less travled by,
And that has made all the difference.
I don't care anymore...Gosh that is such a lie. I do care. I will always care. And I can't just NOT care. Why do you do this to me? Is it funny? Is it amusing? What? Tell me, because I would love to know. Sometimes I feel like you do read this. Then I come back to reality and realize that you don't. I mean of course you don't read it. Why would you? I don't know. I wish I would never have found your new LJ. I wish I could just not ask myself these same questions over and over again, and get the wrong answer. But I can't help it. I don't know who you were talking about in your LJ. I don't want to know...Then again I do. I do want to know. But I'm afraid. And it's not so much that I have to have you. No no no. That isn't it at all. It's just that...if you have her, then who do I have? I don't know. I mean I just want us to hang out. Be best friends. I don't care what we are as long as we care about each other and have fun together. As long as we can talk. But if you are with her, and I don't have you...then it hurts me. I know you don't like to hurt people. Sometimes you can't avoid it. I don't want to be hurt again...=(
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one travler, long i stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equals lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less travled by,
And that has made all the difference.
I don't care anymore...Gosh that is such a lie. I do care. I will always care. And I can't just NOT care. Why do you do this to me? Is it funny? Is it amusing? What? Tell me, because I would love to know. Sometimes I feel like you do read this. Then I come back to reality and realize that you don't. I mean of course you don't read it. Why would you? I don't know. I wish I would never have found your new LJ. I wish I could just not ask myself these same questions over and over again, and get the wrong answer. But I can't help it. I don't know who you were talking about in your LJ. I don't want to know...Then again I do. I do want to know. But I'm afraid. And it's not so much that I have to have you. No no no. That isn't it at all. It's just that...if you have her, then who do I have? I don't know. I mean I just want us to hang out. Be best friends. I don't care what we are as long as we care about each other and have fun together. As long as we can talk. But if you are with her, and I don't have you...then it hurts me. I know you don't like to hurt people. Sometimes you can't avoid it. I don't want to be hurt again...=(