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i have gotten into a habit of posting in here again.
my hand doesnt write fast enough for the words i scribble down in my journal. i have so much to say and no one to hear. it can be disheartening but i dont mind much anymore. ive learned to hide my feelings.
i had a very explicit dream about having sex with a black guy named cehden in the middle of a grocery store. does the "once you go black you never go black" apply here? hehe.
he asked me why i wasnt online and he looked for me. aww. yay. maybe i do....maybe i dont. eh. maybe i do, a lot.
got my what nots back. someone needs to get theirs.
my cli-taurus is dying. get in the car after school and the check engine, oil, and battery light are all on, oh and the air bag but thats been on for a month. and they think its leaking antifreeze or something. fucking fantastic. i dont have the money to fix this shit fuck of a car. but i love her, i swear i do.
i want a new LJ. but the name has to be perfect. this is a huge transition in my life and i think it calls for a new journal.
this is rather lengthy, random and just a bore so ill stop my ramblings.
my hand doesnt write fast enough for the words i scribble down in my journal. i have so much to say and no one to hear. it can be disheartening but i dont mind much anymore. ive learned to hide my feelings.
i had a very explicit dream about having sex with a black guy named cehden in the middle of a grocery store. does the "once you go black you never go black" apply here? hehe.
he asked me why i wasnt online and he looked for me. aww. yay. maybe i do....maybe i dont. eh. maybe i do, a lot.
got my what nots back. someone needs to get theirs.
my cli-taurus is dying. get in the car after school and the check engine, oil, and battery light are all on, oh and the air bag but thats been on for a month. and they think its leaking antifreeze or something. fucking fantastic. i dont have the money to fix this shit fuck of a car. but i love her, i swear i do.
i want a new LJ. but the name has to be perfect. this is a huge transition in my life and i think it calls for a new journal.
this is rather lengthy, random and just a bore so ill stop my ramblings.