if you didnt hate me before, im giving you a reason now.
"so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much"
- ani di franco/untouchable face
i tried tonight more than ever to be an adult, be forgiving and let things aside. i see its not so easy for you to be a man. i tried being positive and i tried to bite my tongue. i can not hold my feeligns back any longer. i have been thinking these things since the first time we went our seperate ways. so am i really that horrible of a person? am i that fucking mean? you are negative. you brought me down. you brought out the bad in me. you hurt me too. quit being so fucking one sided. perhaps you are just jealous cause im happy and i have goals in life. im not going to be some pessimistic bastard (literally) that lives at home all of my life. i talk down to people? at least i say it to them and not behind their backs. should i tell everyone everything you have said? although id love to, ill save you some form of dignity. i erased you from everything, from my life, your memories are a dream, or a nightmare that i just want to forget.
liar. just like the rest. i hope you fucking read this and cry because i cant stop shaking. worthless. he never hurt me half as bad as you did tonight.
and you know what, maybe ill regret this in five minutes, a month or a year but at least i will have gotten to speak my mind without the fear of hurting you. i can not spare my feelings for yours any longer.
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much"
- ani di franco/untouchable face
i tried tonight more than ever to be an adult, be forgiving and let things aside. i see its not so easy for you to be a man. i tried being positive and i tried to bite my tongue. i can not hold my feeligns back any longer. i have been thinking these things since the first time we went our seperate ways. so am i really that horrible of a person? am i that fucking mean? you are negative. you brought me down. you brought out the bad in me. you hurt me too. quit being so fucking one sided. perhaps you are just jealous cause im happy and i have goals in life. im not going to be some pessimistic bastard (literally) that lives at home all of my life. i talk down to people? at least i say it to them and not behind their backs. should i tell everyone everything you have said? although id love to, ill save you some form of dignity. i erased you from everything, from my life, your memories are a dream, or a nightmare that i just want to forget.
liar. just like the rest. i hope you fucking read this and cry because i cant stop shaking. worthless. he never hurt me half as bad as you did tonight.
and you know what, maybe ill regret this in five minutes, a month or a year but at least i will have gotten to speak my mind without the fear of hurting you. i can not spare my feelings for yours any longer.