nothing to do, nothing to prove.
So...5 guys. Danny. Anthony. Justin. Andy. Robert. I swear, I've been single for a month? And these 5 strolled in, one right after the other. It would be flattering if they weren't blind liars.
Blind liars = what I call guys who like me.
Now, if I WAS dependent, like some think I am, I would've taken at least one of them. 'Cause I supposedly "always need someone" and such. But no. Within days of learning about their crushes, respectively, I turned them down. Gently, mind you. Had I been ANY gentler, I would've used a pillow full of feathers.
There's nothing wrong with any of them. They have their ups. Some are attractive physically, and some mentally. Like Andy. He's a thinker, and he udnerstands. But...I felt nothing. Felt nothing with any of them. Especially Robert, who, if I hadn't pried him off, would STILL be hugging me right now. I kid you not.
Some were just a bit obsessive. Justin has had this crush on me since the 6th grade. Seemingly normal right? Well...consider the fact, also, that he hasn't seen me in 2 years! Physically, at least. Danny "checked me out" before I was even single and then jumped at me when I was. At one point, he ran up and down the school -- literally -- looking for me. And Anthony...he was out-there. He was the one I let hold on the longest. Which was wrong. But I was confused.
I think it's sad that it's come down to this. Think of what would be different...if that day never took place.
I have to stop thinking like that. It's unhealthy.
"If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was."
That saying is working for her now. Lucky her.
dreaming on,
-Romi.
Blind liars = what I call guys who like me.
Now, if I WAS dependent, like some think I am, I would've taken at least one of them. 'Cause I supposedly "always need someone" and such. But no. Within days of learning about their crushes, respectively, I turned them down. Gently, mind you. Had I been ANY gentler, I would've used a pillow full of feathers.
There's nothing wrong with any of them. They have their ups. Some are attractive physically, and some mentally. Like Andy. He's a thinker, and he udnerstands. But...I felt nothing. Felt nothing with any of them. Especially Robert, who, if I hadn't pried him off, would STILL be hugging me right now. I kid you not.
Some were just a bit obsessive. Justin has had this crush on me since the 6th grade. Seemingly normal right? Well...consider the fact, also, that he hasn't seen me in 2 years! Physically, at least. Danny "checked me out" before I was even single and then jumped at me when I was. At one point, he ran up and down the school -- literally -- looking for me. And Anthony...he was out-there. He was the one I let hold on the longest. Which was wrong. But I was confused.
I think it's sad that it's come down to this. Think of what would be different...if that day never took place.
I have to stop thinking like that. It's unhealthy.
"If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was."
That saying is working for her now. Lucky her.
dreaming on,
-Romi.