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[xxshammyxx]

Untitled and fucked
part of me is full of lust
shot down and brought back
times I wish I could die
and the skies aren’t really black
their jus dark blue, fucking
asshole made me in love with you.

Long and short, complex and simple
pointless and nothing, this is what
you do when you are not admired
you make me taste all the hate
you show me how to scream out loud
you make my fucking insides proud.

Come on and see… my self fucking injury
I envy your posture, every thing I’m looking
for is in your little lonely soul, you are
art in a bottle, and I am the drops on the floor.

New to me and old to my mind
you fall back way behind
so much better, but not that close
not as whole, as the home you made
way back in your soul
this is not a story this is your life
hide behind my knife, I’ll cut you deep
so deep when you try to sleep you’ll bleed
and die right on my fucking floor
next little trip you’ll have is out the calm
nothingness of a broken shore, washed up
telling you to shake the hand of the demon
that lied to you, that said he fucking loved you.

I want to carry you, I want you to fall
I want everything that can make you happy
I don’t want to see, what they did to me
show me how to live, show me how to care
show me that these little scars aren’t really there.

I’m alone and scared, you’re the only one
who wants to be there, I only want you to care
two different people, deep inside of me..
I see you and I can’t see.. I can’t breathe when
I don’t hear from you; you have to be my only.
Even if I’m lonely.. I want you to hold me.
I want to be your fucking only, to stay
to be there when you can’t.. stand because you
fell, deep down it your self made hell…

yeah man i wrote all the poems.. so fuck you.?