UGGGHHH
ITS A VERY SAD... GLOOMY... AND SLOWLY GOING 
My boyfriend and I broke up... My feelings for him changed throughout the last month or so, I just didnt want to face it or realize it.. It was more about hurting him.. I didnt want to hurt him.. so I thought it was best to keep it to myself.. but come to find out ... that only made things worse.. I am sad because he is hurting but relieved to let my feelings known.. Ill miss being with him.. miss watching shows with him... even miss cuddling with him...the sad thing is ... he is a great guy...but my heart would not let me love him no longer.. its weird how you sometimes force your
heart to do things you know its not capable of... And thats what it was.. my
heart could no longer do it... could no longer pretend... and so my heart finally spoke out... I do hope that he and I remain
..and he finds the love of his life..as for me.. I am taking a loooooonng break from everything... Love is just... not for me... It was best to be
then not
at all.....
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My boyfriend and I broke up... My feelings for him changed throughout the last month or so, I just didnt want to face it or realize it.. It was more about hurting him.. I didnt want to hurt him.. so I thought it was best to keep it to myself.. but come to find out ... that only made things worse.. I am sad because he is hurting but relieved to let my feelings known.. Ill miss being with him.. miss watching shows with him... even miss cuddling with him...the sad thing is ... he is a great guy...but my heart would not let me love him no longer.. its weird how you sometimes force your
heart to do things you know its not capable of... And thats what it was.. my
heart could no longer do it... could no longer pretend... and so my heart finally spoke out... I do hope that he and I remain
..and he finds the love of his life..as for me.. I am taking a loooooonng break from everything... Love is just... not for me... It was best to be
then not
at all.....
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