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Last
night.. the 14th.. was a special night.. at first it was soo
frusterating.. then by the night.. it got better.. I didn't think I
would get to see *him* but he came.. brought some girl which I think
was his sister.. but not sure.. well anyways.. that girl was sitting on
the couch talking to my brother and me and *him* were in the kicthen..
he of course was on the phone and I was waiting for the phone.. he
wouldn't let me get to the sink lol I needed a cup of water to take my
BC.. well.. as he leaving to bring that girl home he asks me if I'm
going to be up in 15-20 mins so he can use the comp.. I said yeah sure
probably.. so he left.. ubt my bathroom door is right next to the door
to the porch to get down to the basement to leave and they girl went
into the bathroom and *him* is like.. "where the hell are you going?
you don't go through the bathroom to get downstairs lol" then he gave
me a "she's crazy" look.. well they finally left at like 9:50.. 10:30
comes along and he still isn't back.. I call him up and ask where he
is.. still driving that girl home.. she lives somewhere in Harvard or
something I guess.. said he be back shortly.. 11 comes along and he
STILL isn't back so I call him once again.. he asks.. "what would you
say if I'll be getting back much later then I thought I would?" I'm
like.. umm ooook.. why is this? I was all scared and shit lol.. my
heart was racing soo fast.. he's like.. "this girl is hitting on me" I
was totally speachless.. I wanted to hang up right then and there.. I
felt tears coming along and all.. I started to say.. "just fucking
wonderful....(name)" then I woulda hung up.. but before I could say
anything he's like relax relax I'm out in the driveway.. I though I
heard him and his loud eclipse (that had now broken in some way with
the engine) in the driveway.. he comes up.. gets on the comp..
meanwhile he holding my hand with his left hand and typing with his
right.. and he rubbing my hand.. kinda like a massage type thing.. I
wanted to talk to him about my feelings right then and there but I
couldn't because my brother was awake in the other room.. soo before he
went to leave.. he gave me like a 2 mins goodnight kiss :) I felt soo
special.. it was heaven.. :) which he didn't even leave my room until
almost 1.. he has been interrupting my sleep lately lol ahh well.. I
still *love* spending time with *him* <3