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this si one of thoose journal entries that one needs to process thought. To allow or create catharsis for ones self. So if u get bored or don’t understand im sorry
well anyway this story begin with landon robinson. I met landon through jsutine and the moment I heard of him I knew I wanted to meet him and get to know him, after talking about our meeting he told me it was the same with him, he saw me acting and wanted to meet me. I remember that when I met him he was pacing smoking a cigarette and it was as if he was walking in a vacuum, Everything around him was absouletly silent; people, walls, pictures… everything around him was still or in slow motion… a blur. I said hellow he said it back and I walked away containing my excitement. Months went by and during that time we slowly yet rapidly became closer. In some ways I think landon is a gift from god to me. He came at such an awkard time, I was in a time of transition. I always tell people that I never look for love or friendship, becase I feel that I will find it when It’s meant to be. And that’s sort of the way it happened with landon,
He dated someone in Hawaii while I dated someone in LA… My ex bf was Eduardo and Eduardo came to me while I also was in a time of transition and I loved him to death. He was my first true love, and the weird thing is that it was the same for the landon and the person he dated. To make things weirder is that Eduardo and Landons EX have the same exact birthday. To many this can be a weird coincidence to me I have no idea… it just strange the way things are between landon and I … we have so many things in common… it gets to the point where we don’t have to speak and we know exactly what each other is saying, we believe in God and Jesus the same way, we interpret people the same way, we just see the world through the same eyes and its scarry.
Landon gave me a cross and I found it today… he called me the second I found it
Landon has an obsession with the book… I proably am the only person in the valley who owns a copy///
Landon likes cinimon toast crunch and so do i.
Tonight I woke up from a horrid dream that I don’t want to get into but to make a long story short it baisicly symbolized what is happening between Landon my self and our surroundings. He listenined to me tell him the dream and spoke to me for an hour even tho he was at hhis friends b-day party. From day one I’ve been close to him, and everyday I get closer and closer it’s just so strange to me to find so much comfort and relaxation and happiness and peace and understanding when im around him. Right now I cant even explain how much I miss him. I cant wait for him to come back from hawaii
I just really dig this boy.. not in I want to marry u way and not in a I want to have sex with you way and not in a I just want to be ur friend way…
I love him. And i thank God he's in my Life
well anyway this story begin with landon robinson. I met landon through jsutine and the moment I heard of him I knew I wanted to meet him and get to know him, after talking about our meeting he told me it was the same with him, he saw me acting and wanted to meet me. I remember that when I met him he was pacing smoking a cigarette and it was as if he was walking in a vacuum, Everything around him was absouletly silent; people, walls, pictures… everything around him was still or in slow motion… a blur. I said hellow he said it back and I walked away containing my excitement. Months went by and during that time we slowly yet rapidly became closer. In some ways I think landon is a gift from god to me. He came at such an awkard time, I was in a time of transition. I always tell people that I never look for love or friendship, becase I feel that I will find it when It’s meant to be. And that’s sort of the way it happened with landon,
He dated someone in Hawaii while I dated someone in LA… My ex bf was Eduardo and Eduardo came to me while I also was in a time of transition and I loved him to death. He was my first true love, and the weird thing is that it was the same for the landon and the person he dated. To make things weirder is that Eduardo and Landons EX have the same exact birthday. To many this can be a weird coincidence to me I have no idea… it just strange the way things are between landon and I … we have so many things in common… it gets to the point where we don’t have to speak and we know exactly what each other is saying, we believe in God and Jesus the same way, we interpret people the same way, we just see the world through the same eyes and its scarry.
Landon gave me a cross and I found it today… he called me the second I found it
Landon has an obsession with the book… I proably am the only person in the valley who owns a copy///
Landon likes cinimon toast crunch and so do i.
Tonight I woke up from a horrid dream that I don’t want to get into but to make a long story short it baisicly symbolized what is happening between Landon my self and our surroundings. He listenined to me tell him the dream and spoke to me for an hour even tho he was at hhis friends b-day party. From day one I’ve been close to him, and everyday I get closer and closer it’s just so strange to me to find so much comfort and relaxation and happiness and peace and understanding when im around him. Right now I cant even explain how much I miss him. I cant wait for him to come back from hawaii
I just really dig this boy.. not in I want to marry u way and not in a I want to have sex with you way and not in a I just want to be ur friend way…
I love him. And i thank God he's in my Life