EDUARDO
i dont believe that i purposly set my self uip for failure... it jsut happens. for example. i am completely and utterly in love with eduardo... and u know what its reaally hard for me to say that... even if he reads thnis randomly... i dont care... becasue at this point there is nothing i can lose. in case u dont know.. eduardo is my ex boyfriend we dated for about 2 years and we broke up after he decided that his school was his number one priority. to make a long story short i ended up devastated he showed no hurt or anything and my heart was shattered to pieces for the first time. now we still talk after a long period of not talking. and i belive that we are good friends... problem is that i am so in love with him and i dont ge that vibe from him. at least he hast told me that he has feelings for me.. but when we see eachother were not hesitant to hold hands and make out and cuddle. and u know what.. the moment he touches my hand i am in heaven it is as if everythign around is a blur and all i care for is that momentary connection.. and when he leaves i killmyself triyng to interpret all his muted signs... i want to jsut turn to him and say I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL.... DO U 2WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIPP AGAIN... if not its ok but tel me what u feel