May 22, 2009 18:29
i haven't written in forever.
how did i ever keep up with this thing?
life is too stressful for me to even handle right now.
i'll be leaving for indiana university in roughly three months.
i still have to figure out how i'm going to pay for this, where i'm going to live/work and all the other shit that comes with moving to someplace you've only been once before.
is it bad of me to want tony to propose before i leave?
is it worse that, more than i want him to propose, i just want him to come with me?
the stress of this is consuming my life and making me a horrendous person to be around.
i apologize, world.