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[xxseanxx]

In the here and the now I am happy with myself I am happy with the decisions I have made and hope everyone is happy with me. Some things dont change and some people never change but you have to deal with it at times hold your head and just fucking deal with it because if you love them, you love them for who they are not what they promise to be. Everyone I love my friends family ect. I love you for you and never will stop. Shit needs to change and I'm doing it, whether anyone sees me as a better person or a worse person I dont care because I'm finally doing something that makes ME feel good.

I'm holding tight so I can feel alive