Jun 30, 2008 23:14
So now im working as a life guard, mad hours of work. and no weekends. fucking sucks. but its bank, 12.56 an hour. annnndddddddddd. thats it.
and im afraid im losing contact with alot of people in my life. friends, family and what not. i've just emotionally detached myself from the world pretty much. i dont know if its quite the right thing to do, or if i can really reattach myself at all.
that was incredibly hard to articulate. fuck.