Another suky day
So ya...another suky ass day. I go to school, starts out fine! Then about middle of the day my mood quickly changes...yet again! god i hate bipolarness. No doctor believes me so im like okay fuck you too buddy.
So after school some bitch wants to make fun of me. So that gets me crying because Im very sensitive. Then I come home start talkin to cory and he tells my friend, who is like a sister, is in the hospital. she recently had a break up and is known to hurt herself so Im like worried!
So we are off to dinner now and Im so worried about destiny, Im arguin with cory that I didnt wanna eat so I just decided to read instead...well not such a smart idea. I knock over my pop! Im so frustrated by this time I silently start to cry. I have another glass of pop sitting there. I dont wanna touch it because Im scared that I might knock this one over too. So I just sit there, tears silently flow. So it time to go to church...
Im off to church, I get to church and Im really upset. I just go to a corner(my favorite place) and sit by myself. People are all over me askin me whats wrong and shit. It started to piss me off. So I just sit there quietly. Then while we are waiting for the movie to start a pool ball flies off the freaking table and hits me in the head... I start to cry. Im not crying because of pain, Im crying because that thru me over the edge.
I get home start talkin to my friends everythings good. Then I get depressed again. I feel lonely and unloved. Im not sure why. Well later
So after school some bitch wants to make fun of me. So that gets me crying because Im very sensitive. Then I come home start talkin to cory and he tells my friend, who is like a sister, is in the hospital. she recently had a break up and is known to hurt herself so Im like worried!
So we are off to dinner now and Im so worried about destiny, Im arguin with cory that I didnt wanna eat so I just decided to read instead...well not such a smart idea. I knock over my pop! Im so frustrated by this time I silently start to cry. I have another glass of pop sitting there. I dont wanna touch it because Im scared that I might knock this one over too. So I just sit there, tears silently flow. So it time to go to church...
Im off to church, I get to church and Im really upset. I just go to a corner(my favorite place) and sit by myself. People are all over me askin me whats wrong and shit. It started to piss me off. So I just sit there quietly. Then while we are waiting for the movie to start a pool ball flies off the freaking table and hits me in the head... I start to cry. Im not crying because of pain, Im crying because that thru me over the edge.
I get home start talkin to my friends everythings good. Then I get depressed again. I feel lonely and unloved. Im not sure why. Well later