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I miss nate so much. And I have no clue when I'm going to see him next. His parents basically told him that he cant come home for the summer. (real personal story) so it sucks. And I KNOW they arent going to allow us to see eachother. Like if I wanted to go down there my parnets wouldnt agree with disobeying his parents and his parents wouldnt agree with me disobeying at all. I really would like it if I could go alone, but thats what his parents dont want.If I went I would have to be supervised. And my Mom doesnt agree with me going alone or disobeying them. (i know i just said that, but i want to be realllllll clear). So it really sucks.
It looks like I won't be seeing him until next December. Unless, I go to his MIL BALL in a couple weeks. But I doubt I'll be able to go to that because of the reasons above and its right before finals start and my dad would basically be turning around and coming back just a few short days later. My parents dont have the money for that. I understand and am basically used to it now. And I have this great dress I got sent to me by my Mom because I'm going to this Black Tie Gala for our Univ Prez whose leaving after 14 years. So its pretty cool. I'm nervous though. I just, ugh. Nate is going to take some summer classes, work/internship, and cheerleading. So its not like he's not going to be busy. I just wish I could see him. And his parents are going to take him down the car (soon I guess) and his mom told him he cant drive all over Norfolk. And she also told him that he cant come see me at home. Which I dont want Nate to do either without telling his parents, and all that. Because theyre just going to get upset and our parents (both sets) are going to think he snuck up and didnt tell them so we could sneak around. And I'm tired of that crap.
I really hate this whole not going to see him. I'll be busy too & I hope to have some people around to keep me busy. Even though I know I'll miss Nate so much. :(
It looks like I won't be seeing him until next December. Unless, I go to his MIL BALL in a couple weeks. But I doubt I'll be able to go to that because of the reasons above and its right before finals start and my dad would basically be turning around and coming back just a few short days later. My parents dont have the money for that. I understand and am basically used to it now. And I have this great dress I got sent to me by my Mom because I'm going to this Black Tie Gala for our Univ Prez whose leaving after 14 years. So its pretty cool. I'm nervous though. I just, ugh. Nate is going to take some summer classes, work/internship, and cheerleading. So its not like he's not going to be busy. I just wish I could see him. And his parents are going to take him down the car (soon I guess) and his mom told him he cant drive all over Norfolk. And she also told him that he cant come see me at home. Which I dont want Nate to do either without telling his parents, and all that. Because theyre just going to get upset and our parents (both sets) are going to think he snuck up and didnt tell them so we could sneak around. And I'm tired of that crap.
I really hate this whole not going to see him. I'll be busy too & I hope to have some people around to keep me busy. Even though I know I'll miss Nate so much. :(