Have You Ever Wonder 43

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Title: Have You Ever Wonder
Pairings: YunJae, YooSu
Rating: NC-17
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Chapter 43
Right here…Always.

“He’s coming?” Junsu asked worriely while looking at sulking Jaejoong. Jaejoong has been like that since early morning ago….Isnt this is supposed to be the happiest day for them? But well he understand, if someone in Jaejoong’s shoes….they will definitely acting like that too.

“He said he’ll be coming.” Jaejoong said softly with light sighed. He knows Yunho will come for him but his heart still felt really sad thinking about what happened yesterday…and to think that tomorrow they will become stranger…..It’s really hurting him inside.

“Jaejae…Hm…are you really ok?” Yoochun patted his friend shoulder softly. Jaejoong look at him and then sighed. He shakes his head and look down on the floor.

“I…I might be not Chun….But I need to do this….for him.”

“Then how about for your self Joongie? Have you ever thought about your self?” Junsu turned Jaejoong body to look at him. He knows how selflessly this man in front of him…still to think this will makes his friend suffer more really hurt him too.

“I’m happy as long as he’s happy Su…This is what he wanted….so i….” Jaejoong paused his words. He bites his lower lips…..He knows Yunho did this for a reason….No. He wont cry or blame Yunho for this.

“Jaejae ah…..have you told him that…….you love him?” Yoochun question startled Jaejoong. For all this times, for the times he’s being with Yunho…..He knows that he definitely fall in love with that man….But knowing his place, he know he doesn’t deserve it. He shouldn’t even fall in love with the man who rescue his life for the first place. It’s really wrong!

“For what? Nothing will change Chun.” Jaejoong sighed sadly. Thing will ended peacefully between him and Yunho tomorrow. He doesn’t want Yunho to be burden by his feeling. Yunho deserve to have someone who more better than him.

“Hm…..i don’t know what to say anymore.” Yoochun shakes his head few times. He definitely have no idea what or how to say anymore. He takes a glance at Junsu that snorted at him.

“I already prepared the thing that you want. Here Joongie…..” Junsu take out the thing that Jaejoong need and put it on Jaejoong hand. Jaejoong smiles appreciately and then hugged the man tightly.

“Thank you Su….Thank you so much. I really owed you in this.”

“Neh…it’s nothing….I’m really glad that I can help.” Junsu hugged him too and patted his shoulder before losen his arms.

“You too Chun..” Jaejoong turned to Yoochun and take him in his arms. He felt really blessed for meeting such a great friend like the two.

“I didn’t do anything.” Yoochun mumbles the words while hugging his best friend.

“You do a lot just by shut up!” Junsu snorted and then look away.

“Su…..Dont be so mean.” Jaejoong can only shakes his head with the two.

“How come you’re so mean to me? I’m your future boyfriend…” Yoochun sighed. His faces showing that he’s hurt the way that Junsu treated him. Junsu widens his eyes and gasped.

“Future….boyfr…That’s it!!! Die Park Yoochun!!!! Die….” Junsu’s about to throw his fist to the man but Yoochun manage to dodge it and hiding behind Jaejoong.

“You two…please……aish…” Jaejoong try to stop the two from keep circling around him. He get dizzy with they act too. Future more, people around were looking at them.

“I’m going to shave your head bold….” Junsu ignored Jaejoong plead instead continues try to get Yoochun that hiding behind him.

“You two…. People is looking at us!” Jaejoong try to remind them since they were still visible to the other eyes. Some of them were laughing and chuckling at the two behavior while the others sighed annoyingly.

“I really hate you…” Junsu shouted while try to get Yoochun.

“What?...But I love you Su baby!” Yoochun shouted back while try his best to get away from furios Junsu. Junsu gritted his teeth tightly. Without care about the others Junsu charged to Yoochun and slam him on the floor and then smirked satisfied after saw Yoochun startled face.

“That’s it. You two come with me!!!” Jaejoong can’t take it anymore. He quickly hold the two by the arms and dragged them to his private room. The two keeps whinning but still following him without resistance.

“Oh hi…uh????” Shiwon wave his hands when he saw Jaejoong and the two is coming to his way but instead startled when Jaejoong and the gangs just passed him.

“Talk with you later Shiwon…..” Jaejoong shouted acknowledging him. He just don’t want Shiwon have hurt feeling for being ignored like that.

“Eh? Am I left out?” Shiwon pouted while looking at the back of his friends. The man that stands beside him chuckled and patted his shoulder softly.

“I’m still here with you….now..now…don’t pout…let’s go to your room. We’ll talk with them later k.” HeeChul pushed the wheelchairs to Shiwon’s room. Shiwon smiles delightly while slowly reaches the man hands and hold it.

Meanwhile………

“What’s really going on with you two? You two are being acting weird since this morning!” Jaejoong tapped his foot while staring at the two that sit in front of him. The two looks nervous with the question.

“Ok! Alright!!! We’re slept together…sleep not just sleep but ‘sleep’ you know….like…like two lover do.” Yoochun finally speak up after can’t stand with the deep staring from the man in front of him. Jaejoong gasped….But then he smiles….oh well…isn’t he already expected the two will reach ‘that level’ someday? He shouldn’t be surprised about the news….

“We…were drunk last night…After we discus about our vacation….We drink and…..you know the ‘thing’..It’s just happened naturally…and…and…Arghhhh…It’s all his fault.” Junsu pointed his finger to Yoochun and then shouted while messing his own hairs. Jaejoong and Yoochun look at him amusingly.

“But you said…you sleep on the sofa and Chun on the bed..how come….” Jaejoong arched his eyebrows and try his hardest not to smiling at the two. He decides to ‘play’ with them a little.

“I don’t remember clearly that time! It’s only 6..30 am Joongie..….i just remember I wake up on the sofa while Yoochun on the bed…But..that…that greasy beast said…He moved to the bed since it’s not comfortable sleeping on the sofa after.…..argh!!!..Argh..Can’t you believe it? He left me alone after what we’ve done it!! Selfish bastard!!” Junsu kick Yoochun legs and glare at him. Yoochun looks down felt guilty after knowing the real reason for Junsu wrath. Jaejoong instead is smiling behind his hands…well obviously Junsu is not angry because the surprised ‘lover activity’ that they do but he was angry because Yoochun left him slept alone on the sofa….intresting….

“I’m sorry ok..i was drunk that time too…Didn’t I say I’ll take the responsibility?” Yoochun mumble softly. His eyes showing that he means every word that he said.

“Shut up!!! I can’t even get pregnant but still……..you..you annoying me greasy bastard!! Go away from me. I don’t want to see you face anymore!” Junsu snorted and look away from him. Yoochun’s silent for second.

“Fine then…..” He said softly then stands up and walks to the door without looking back. His pride was hurt by the man that he loved.

“Chun!!!” Jaejoong gasped…He’s then looking at Junsu hoping he will do something to stop Yoochun from walking away from them. Junsu avoided from looking at his eyes.

“Let him be…” That’s what Junsu said. But Jaejoong saw how tightly Junsu gripped his own side pants when he said the words…and how sad his eyes at that moment…

“Su….you’ll be regret it if you didn’t settle this nicely. We might be apart after this….What if he really avoid you after this? Can you bear to not see him anymore?”

“I….” Junsu look down on the floor. Jaejoong sit beside him and patted his shoulder.

“You two being together such a long time….Are you really sure you don’t have any feeling for him?..... In fact, you’re not angry because of the ‘lover activity’ you two do but you’re obviously angry because he left you slept alone. Didn’t that tell something Su?...Yoochun, he looks really sincere when he says the words moment ago.” Jaejooong say every words carefully while observing Junsu’s reaction.

“I…hm….” Junsu’s still hiding his eyes from Jaejoong to see.

“Don’t be like me Su.”

“Jongie ah…” Jaejoong words startled Junsu. He looks at the man beside him. Jaejoong only smiles sadly at him.

“You can express your feeling freely….i envious you Su. You might don’t realize how important he is until he’s gone from your side. That man…he’s telling you that he’s ready to be with you. It’s very big step for him…It’s not easy for him to do or say it…But he still say it for you….If you really don’t want him…Then say it nicely…Not like this. You’ll hurt his feeling.” Jaejoong try to knock some sense on Junsu’s head. He knows Junsu need some nudge to show his true feelings. Junsu was silents for few minutes before look at Jaejoong back.

“Should I running for him now?”

“Should you? You should already know the answer.” Jaejoong grins while looking at him. Junsu nodded lightly as got the signal that Jaejoong’s try to tell him,

“Thanks Joongie….be right back…” Junsu quickly run to the door. As he opened the door he was startled at the person that stands in front the door.

“Oh hyung…hi…..er…bye.” The man about to say something…unfortunetly Junsu’s already running out from that room like a flash. The man sighed and then continues to walk inside.

“What’s wrong with them? I saw Yoochun earlier and now Su….”

“Yun? You’re earlier..” Jaejoong smiles widely afer saw the man face.

“I finished my meeting earlier so I can see you. Want to tell me what happened with the two?” Yunho sits beside him and arched his eyebrows when he saw Jaejoonog’s sly smiles.

“It’s…..complicated…..” Jaejoong scratches his not so itchy head. He is in tight position to answer that question.

“Uh?” Yunho frowned more.

“They are…hm…..like us.” Jaejoong pointed his self and then Yunho as hoping Yunho got the clues.

“Like us? Secret married?”

“See? Complicated….” Jaejooong sighed after saw Yunho dumbfounded face.

“They are fighting like a lover….Geez…” Yunho suddenly blurt out with sighed. Jaejoong laughed and then wink at him.

“You’re pretty close..”

“Don’t tell me…..oh…..” Yunho gasped and then smiles. He laughed along with Jaejoong as he got what  Jaejoong try to tell him.

“Attention please…..For all graduates senior students please gathers at auditorium hall now. We’ll start the ceremony in few minutes….Thank you.” The announcement echoed around the school building. Jaejoong look at Yunho and smile at him.

“It’s time…Let’s go….” Yunho’s the first one to stand up from the sofa and hold his hand to Jaejoong. Jaejoong reaches his hand and let the man guide him out from the room. Every eyes is watching them when they saw the two mans intertwined their hand walk on the corridor way to the auditorium hall hand by hands….but they just don’t care…After all that might be the last time for them to doing it.

The ceremony held smoothly. Everyones was having happy and bitter feeling at the same time after the ceremony ended. To think they will not seeing eachother again after that….it definitely brings tears to their eyes. As for Junsu and Yoochun they were comeback to their seat with wide smile on their face. Jaejoong conclude everything is fine with them now. He hugged them and wishes them happiness. The two shyly accepted it.

“Congartulation Jae.” Yunho’s suddenly hugging him from behind. Jaejoong turned to look at the man with red face. He looks around to see people reactions. But luckily they were too busy taking picture with their friend and their family or talking with each other to notice it.  He let go relief sighed.

“Yun….Yunho ah….Thank you.” Jaejoong hugged him back and then smile to him.

“And to you guys too…Yoochun and Junsu…congrats for being graduated and ….being lover officially today.” Yunho’s purposely teasing the two. He laughed when he saw the two red faces.

“Joongie.” The voice startled them. Jaejoong turned to look at the familiar voices source coming from. As he expected the women stand there with bouquet of flower in her hands. She smiles gentlely while looking at him. Unconsiously his gripped to Yunho hands tighten. Yunho’s frowning looking at him and then to their intertwined hands.

“Go….They part of you too…” Yunho softly whispered it to his ears. Jaejoong look at him for few second before sighed.

“No…you’re the only part of me…..” Jaejoong mumble the words while looking down on the floor. He losen their intertwined hands and walk to that women. Yunho lost words to say back to him. Is Jaejoong angry? He wants to follow him but decide to not to since he dosent want to create another misunderstanding later. He’ll settles it when Jaejoong already done talking with his mother.

Jaejoong stop right in front where Mrs Kim stands. He looks at the women and to the man beside her.

“Congratulation baby.” Mrs Kim handed the flowers to him. Jaejoong looks at the flowers and reaches it. Mrs Kim smiles satisfied when her son takes the present from her.

“ How did you know?” He looks at her sharply. For the person who never care about his future before, even takes the saving money that he supposed to use for edecution for her own satisfiction…..This sure surprising him to see her to celebrate this special day..Here..now..with him. What a joke!

“Er….Well….One of your father friend son school and graduated today too…..So as a parents we should be here for you..Dont you think so baby?.” Mrs Kim gulped when she saw Jaejoong snorted at her. She can sense the uncomfortable feeling from the way Jaejoong questioning her and to his reaction to every words she said. Jaejoong nodded a little than looks at the man beside her.

“Father? Who? Him???” He smirked and then points to the man.

“Joongie!! It’s rude!!!” Mrs Kim half shouted while widens her eyes at the way Jaejoong treated her husband a.k.a his stepfather.

“My father..…He’s already dead. This man…nobody to me!” Jaejoong turned to look at her with cold eyes. Mrs Kim gulped for second. She looks at her husband beside her. The man smirked……He gripped Jaejoong neck blazer and look straight to the man eyes.

“Like it or not….and no matter what since your mother still married to me, I’m your stepfather young man…”Mr Daniel arched his eyebrows as challenginng him to denying the facts. Jaejoong stare at him without saying any words for minutes.

“I see…..” Jaejoong nodded lightly. He accepted it not because he was defeated by the ‘oh so fact’…but it because he shouldn’t care since the man have nothing to do with him or the women that stand beside him. Mr Daniel let go his gripped and grins.

“Why should I care?....Tell me…’Mr and Mrs Oh’…why should I? When I’m the ‘Kim’ here!” The words startled Mrs Kim and his husband…That’s definitely like slapped on their face. They look at eachother before look at the boy that standing in front them. The boy was cold with expressionless on his face.

The commotion between them actually attracts people attention to them. Yunho who observing them from few maters away from there startled when he saw the way Mr Oh grippedd Jaejoong blazer neck. He quickly run towards them…but as he arrived everything already calmed.

“What”s wrong? Are you ok Jae? Are you hurt? What happened?” Yunho asked worriedly while examined Jaejoong face.

“No Yun…nothing’s happen….” Jaejoong smiled as don’t want to make Yunho worry more about him. He don’t wants thing become ‘big’ issues since he know how cold heartdly the man in front of him can become if it involves him. Meanwhile Mrs Kim and Mr Oh startled at the way Jaejoong mood changing when talking to Yunho compare to them before. Yunho turned and glared to the couple in front of him.

“Er…Nothing happen Mr Jung. I won’t do anything bad to my own son.” Mrs Kim said nervously after saw the man eyes on her. Yunho snorted after hear the women words.

“You already did once…..by sold him.” Yunho hissed the words slowly but clearly for the women in front of him to hear. Mrs Kim bite her lower lips.

“That…hm…..”  She lost words to defend her self. Yunho words make her face turned red…Red for emberassment also red for angry because she can’t deny it at all. Yunho smirked satisfied after saw her reaction. He definitely hit the right ‘button’.

“Is everything already settled?” Yunho look from the both side.

“Yes.” Jaejoong declare firmly. He just has enough with what he’d heard today. Seeing the two persons face in front of him right that moment added his depresions mood more. He just wants to walk away from there as soon as possible.

“Ah…hm….yes…..” Mrs kim nodded hestitatenly. She definitely don’t has a choice rather than agreed since her son already decide everything was settled between them for that moment. She looks at her son, but Jaejoong obviously ignored her. She sighed defeatedly.

“Good. Then excuse us…we need to attend something by now…” Yunho smirked. He takes Jaejoong hand and then takes him away from that place without hearing for Mrs Kim answer. They walk away from there without even turning back to the people behind them.

“They look fine…” Mr Oh sighed after saw the two man walk away from them. He’s turning his face to look at his wife face that definitely in shock and dumbfounded at the moment.

“Damn!!! Cursed you Jung Yunho! I thought my plan worked” Mrs kim gritted her hand tightly. She felt really angry and dissapointed…How come her son, her own son take side with people who stranger to him rather his own mother? She felt really humilated that moment!! If this is not for their plans, she might be already slapped him and force him to come back with her….But she know she can’t do that as long as Jung Yunho on his son back. Beside, she need to win her son  trust again to make their plans completed.

“Oh well…we always have plan B right?” Mr Oh grins. He knows he can’t only depend to his wife plan so he prepared his emergency plan as well in case his wife plan fail….Seemed like he need to use it now.

“Oh? What’s on your mind?” Mrs Kim’s grinning widely while look at him with curious eyes.

“Now is my time…Just watch baby….” Mr Oh winked and then chuckled while looking at the two body that already far away from them

“Just….dont hurt him too much. He’s still my son you know….and we need him.” Mrs Kim remind him while loooking at the same view as her husband is.

“Of course….afterall he’s our golden ticket.” Mr Oh smirked. Definitely. He will do it ‘nice’ and ‘clean’ to make sure that sturbborn young man agrees with whatever decision they already decide for him.

Meanwhile…….

“Yun..ho?” Jaejoong looks at the man that sits beside him while driving the car calmy. Yunho turned to looks at him for few second before concentrated on his driving again.

“Why are you calling me by my full name? Where’s the Yun gone?” Yunho sighed a litte. He just don’t like the way Jaejoong try to distance his self from him by calling his full names like that.

“I just….hm…..” Jaejoong look down to his hand. He thought by doing that they atleast not feel awkward in the future….. if the meet again of course.

“Call me just Yun, Jae….i like it when you call me that.” Yunho reaches his hands and hold it for few seconds before holding his steering wheel car again. If he could he wants nothing will change between them in the future…But he knows it’s impossible for them. But atleast he wants Jae to call him like that….. Always.

“I’m…Sorry.” Jaejoong applogize as he realize he make Yunho hurt by doing that. He saw Yunho fainted smile when he uttered the words. How stupid he is for thinking like that. He should know Yunho wont never angry if he call him by the name he used too.

“Silly. I told you I don’t like to hear sorry words…..beside I know it’s not your fault.” Yunho’s chuckles. He assumed Jaejoong was talking about the incident with his family moments ago. Jaejoong’s frowning for second but then he nodded. He just don’t want thing’s getting ‘long’ or turning become argument between them. He knows Yunho misunderstood him.

“Where are we going?” Jaejoong looks outside the window car and ask the original question that he wanted to know moment ago.

“Well….i’m off all day today….Let’s celebrate your graduation day.” Yunho looks at him and then winked. Jaejoong laughed but then he remembers………..

“The last day….” He uttered the words softly. His smile suddenly gone when he remember that today is the last day with the man that he called as husband.

“What? Did you say something?” Yunho’s frowning. He hears Jaejoong likes whispered or say something to him but he didn’t take too much attention that time.

“Nothing…..lets go!” Jaejoong shakes his head few times and then flash his wide smile to him. He already decides, today he wanted to make special memory with the man so that they both can remember it till the end of the time.

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TBC

A/n: HAPPY NEW YEARS welcome 2014.....Thank you for still reading this story.....^^.....And thanks a lot to my betareader for still with me. Thank you
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