Mar 21, 2004 11:26
I just love the nights when I cry myslef to sleep. Soo when I wake up in the moring I look like shit and my eyes are all puffy. Good thing I didn't go to the beach today, ppl would run away from me!
I guess I'm not doing nething with James 2day. I wanted to and was looking forward too but nope.
Don't ya just love it when u cry over guys?!
Got in a big fight with my mom. More or less to make a LONG story short I'm treated like a little child. None of u know what I mean except maybe James and Julie too kinda. Who makes there 16 year old daughter get off the fone at 11:30 at night!? My mom! She like comes in and is like "u need to get off the fone! NOW!"
More or less all my parents want me to do is work and go to school and come home not do neting or talk to ne1 and go to sleep.
I just wanna die sometimes.
Did absoultly NOTHING over spring break it was a waste. They are always a waste. No parties noo friends noo funn. Well it's not like I'd be allowed to go out neway. Since I'm 6 not 16 to my parents. Have a funn second to last day of spring break. I'll sit here at home and wait to go to work at 4 and do nothing all day.
I kno for sure now things are weird, I don't like when things are weird. And even tho I wanna say I don't care, I kno I'm not fooling u...or me, and that we both know I do care. I wish I didn't tho.