Cluttered mind
As I slowly turn my head, figures trailing behind each other, the constant flow of thoughts, the intense organization my one track mind is working so hard to fight to do, thoughts jumping from: are there drinks full, have I rung in their order yet, did I remember to make their salads, is Shara Sue laughing at me, is my wig on strait, why is my hand shaking, why didnt i eat before i got here, man Ryan why dont you think to take care of yourself, Dang that chick at table 5 is super hot, Ryan STOP! focus 2 cesar salads dressing on the side, "Jenny will you ring in bread for table 3 for me", Oh man I hope she isnt frustrated with me, I wonder if they all secretly think I suck at this, Im such a paranoid freak, Man I have so much studying to do tonight and so much work to do this week, come on Ryan your doing it again focus, "Ryan I sat you at table one", Great im double sat, I cant wait to go home and just talk with my mom.........30 minuts later.... By beverage trying to breathe and stop my self from crying im laughing so hard, I love the fact that last night every single one of us were at the most craziest party I've ever been to having the time of our lives.... I thank the lord above for blessing me with the familly, friends, life, and circumstances I have and all that they have taught me!