life sucks. you don't have to.
life had been like an overly abusive, drunken stepfather and shown me just how rapidly things can change. the fact that two people i grew up with have been changed forever came to a boiling point yesterday. one sent me 20 text messages in less than an hour and one begged me for money to buy beer (with teeth reminescent of a pirate's or a british person's) while i was walking out of a restaurant with my dad's dinner.
in seeing all this yesterday, i drank heavily. of which i highly regret because my guts have been forcing back out anything i try to put in them. at 2pm, the alcohol is close to leaving my system. but the wounds of seeing both of these people in strange, incurable states of body and mind is still painfully bare and covered in rock salt.
i urge all of you to live live to its fullest and to not have any regrets. but do it safely. you never know when things can take a turn for the worst and destroy who you are. leave an imprint of yourself in the dense crust of the earth. let who you are resonate from your final resting place. and tell everyone you love- that you love them. please. for the sake of having a fulfilling existence here on this rotating rock full of molten lava and covered in assholes.
in seeing all this yesterday, i drank heavily. of which i highly regret because my guts have been forcing back out anything i try to put in them. at 2pm, the alcohol is close to leaving my system. but the wounds of seeing both of these people in strange, incurable states of body and mind is still painfully bare and covered in rock salt.
i urge all of you to live live to its fullest and to not have any regrets. but do it safely. you never know when things can take a turn for the worst and destroy who you are. leave an imprint of yourself in the dense crust of the earth. let who you are resonate from your final resting place. and tell everyone you love- that you love them. please. for the sake of having a fulfilling existence here on this rotating rock full of molten lava and covered in assholes.