Oct 24, 2006 10:18
i'm feeling....
desperate.
its not even so much as desperation. its just....hormonal or something.
every guy I meet looks good.
Theo was my fix. he kept me from spiraling out of control. Now that he's gone...every man and his best friend looks appealing.
I dont even know why.
Guys that I have found appealing lately:
Michael(red head), that Fox guy (always in my hall), Chris(chimes), Nate(basket ball), Dane (Gershwin playing guy), Alex (la bite guy), Phil (roommate), and especially Andy.
i just want...
thats the thing. I don't know what or who I want. I want Andy.
But I really don't becuase he isn't what I'm looking for. but he's the closest to it.
I must be desperate to be thinking Alex looks good. Alex...is so gross. hahaha.
I havent been this desperate since I was dumped last january.